It'sAllAboutTheChoices

dead soul.

2010-05-30T16:25:00.002+08:00

seriously i felt like a dead soul here.

i can smell it!

maybe it's time for me to update something here.

job getting sucks each day, exams on monday,

love getting here and there ( wateva ).

went back to batam and it was awesome!

we went shopping for vcds!?

clothes, not really in da mood.

so, sick yet vacation.

need to get out of all the mess!

robots, maybe it is easier to love them, adorable metal creature. :))

so many things to do.

2010-04-09T10:21:00.003+08:00

damn.

work and school is not easy as i thot.
im too tired to work and school.
i got not enuff sleep
and im so sleepy and grumpy to entertained visitors.
and besides all that, bf makes me angry.
so wad happen? im really mad.

sometimes, guys are brainless.
wait, EVERYTIME.
like yeah, we cared about him and yet he's being careless.
urgh, mintak ketok sak kpala.

seriously.
its sucks.
dad always tell me to focus on my studies,
but how can i when one by one creates problem.

1. mom is not talking terms with me, 3 days already.
2. find councillor under mcys for my brother.
3. not easy to except a brother who have indian attitude like my mom.
( prangai pariahs )
4. bf perangai mcm siak. like isit so hard to tell the truth.
( sometimes i felt like ignore him at all ahr )
5. calling this ms shirley from nlb its like calling the president ahr.
( pergi buang sudah talipon kat longkang )
6. got called from visitors asking all unlogicall questions.
7. my aunt ask for monthly reantal already.
8. i still dunt find yishun is my kinda place.
9. studies, well its so unfocus to class, when lectures focus those ageing student.
10. and hello visitors, the ticket to galleries for you to bite it instead of scanning it,
and the galleries all upstairs, and if u refused and still going down, then i see u in hell.

like wtf.
whats wrong with you ppls.
blood pressure.

Love.

2010-03-27T19:13:00.002+08:00

WHY MAKE IT SO HARD??

everyone experiencing the same,
first met, "iloveyou,youloveme."

1 yr later, "i kill you, you kill me ".

its time to wake up, ive seen uve asleep quite sometimes already. Now wake up, and do what ure supposed to do. its just one thing, GENTLEMAN.

team bravo's chalet.

2010-01-14T13:24:00.001+08:00

ohemgee.
bf invited me for his chalet.
majorities are guys.
only five females. including me.

we arrive so early.
by dennis's car.
bf an i bought the cake from awfully chocolate.
SUPERB!! must try the ice-cream! omg!

cute kan, the packaging or whatever it calls.

so yah.
one by one starts to come in.
and wondering who's gf am i?
stop giving me that question mark look.
lols.

everything start havoc after six.
where bf is the second person to thrown into the pool.
( kasihanilaah boypren aku tuu. hees )
tulaa saper suruh ketawakn kawan.

turns out, every guys goes down the pool.
ooohhh, wet guys, sexayy. hahahahaha! siak.

listening to supervisor's speech. deep words. :))

cut the cake time.
celebrates bf's bday.
since no one's bday fall on dec or jan.
( beli cake , potong sendiri )

and thanks to Ram for sabo-ing.
ader ker patot drg semua suruh bf aku suap kek.
malu laa sehh.

next, group photo.

lastly, time for clean up.
and this is how guys do washing the dishes.
:))

its a fun day!
enjoyable.
atleast they all dunt leave me out.
:))

Love-Game.

2010-01-11T19:24:00.003+08:00

scorer of the day.

10.01.10

2010-01-10T13:57:00.003+08:00

what a beautiful date!
nak kahwen ahr! jom salihin!
haahaa. sounds wrong. :))

omg omg.
lotsa thing i wanna shop.
running shoe, shirt, pants, skirt.
everlast shoe for practical.

i know i know,
why wear new shoe for practical?
i dunt have any shoe, if i have, its already RABAK.
and slippery sumore.

yeahh,
planned to go running.
but my evil side of me says NO.
how?
must must.

okay i just finished lunched.
shared food with kak nana.
husband dia bought food.
so she asked me to shared.
:))

okay!
back to work.
siti im coming....

Sleep-over.

2010-01-09T20:38:00.006+08:00

our faveiys photo of all time. :)

Thanksyous to Md Salihin Selamat,

for delaying me.

terkinja kinja with his bicycle.

hop her and there.

and there goes my last train.

im not that total mad with bf though.

we didnt expect that the last train gonna be superb early,

at 11.15?!?!

aku pon sort kejap.

and bf said to called my parents about the sleepover.

but, die2 i refused.

i didnt bring lens container or whateva it calls.

nak taknak. kena laa jugaks.

so we walked back to his home.

slept with yaya and nenek.

im shocked that nenek give up her bed for me!

superb paisehh laa.

" awak tido dalam ehk, belom sign takbleh tido luar dgn salihin ehk".-aunt

and we all laugh like hell laa!!

early in da morning ive been awaked by yaya,

sebab dier carik baju dier.

and its alredy 9 plus.

nenek forced me to go back to sleep.

ended up i slept at sofa next to bf.

one by one family members goes out.

mamat got agama class.

yaya went for school interview or something.

abg man went to work.

so left me, bf and nenek.

i took a shower at 11.

then waked bf up.

sengaja sbenarnyer.

aniway, bf is having soccer.

so we chiow at 12.30pm

and had awfull lunch at coffee shop.

its not that nice like what i expected.

bf's joke of the day :

"alamak! tak bawak sluar dalam extra!! nak main bola pakai sluar dalam ke taknak ehk?!".

hahahahha!

aperlagi ku ketawa terkekek sak dalam train!

tak senonoh sak member.

he alighted at khatib. and i continue my journey home.

and,

I MISSED THE KENDURI AT GF'S HOUSE LAAAA!!!

AND I RECEIVED MESSAGES FROM HER!!

" ader salad tak datang plak"

tu part aku mcm sort dengan diri sendiri.

cos, its my all time faveys salad!!

ishk!!

ive been missing boyfriend each day walaupon jumpa almost everyday!!

oh dear.

p.s : asal byk orang breakups these days?? :((

KULIT KUNING memang begitu.

2010-01-08T12:22:00.003+08:00

meet A.

1. YOU SAID YOU DONT BELIEVE ALL THE REASONS I SAID.

2. YOU EVEN WARNED ME THAT URE WATCHING OVER ME.

meet B.

1. YOU CALLED AT NIGHT JUST ASK FOR THE CAROM BOARD.

2. YOU TEXTED ME AND ASKED TO REPLY ASAP.

here, are my answers.

A.
firstly, if u dunt believe why would i care. u dunt nid to tell me staright on my face. cos i dunt need it! seriously bitch!
2ndly, i dunt need to be warned cos ive alredy promised myself that ive planned my future.ure one stupid manjens akak cinah bukits. sundal!

B.
purposely doesnt wanna picked up ure call. what? takder hotak per?! dah malam. family aku nak tdo.like theres no other time? part kau, kau nak skrg, part aku, kau tak being gentleman. ASAP ker tak ASAP ker, who cares!? change ahr for better ahr!

thanksyous but i dunt need it.

Change For The New Year.

2010-01-06T16:16:00.006+08:00

Happy Late Wishing New Year Everyone! - me bad.

Its a brand new YEAR. and a brand new ME.
ive got all events and plans for my furture lined up every month.
how exciting isnt it?
and there goes $$$.
besides.

my luck is changing this 2010. and i LOVE it. :))

Two Years With You, Baby.

2009-12-15T21:23:00.000+08:00

Dearest SALIHIN, I Love You For So Many Reasons.

I love you for that certain smile that cheers me when I'm blue,I love you for your tender kiss that warms me through and through.

I love you for your gentle hand, your understanding touch,Your eyes that always seem to say, "I love you very much."

I love you for your faith in me, your sweet and patient ways,And for the thoughtful things you do so often without praise.

I love you so for all these things and many others, too...But most of all for what I am whenever I'm with you!

Bby, lets keep on walking and continue our Love Story.... ILOVEYOU. :)

guys nowadays.

2009-12-02T15:32:00.002+08:00

i dunt understand.
nowadays girls are much more gentle "man" than the guys.
no offense?
(shoot my head and die.)

Farewell my lovely friends. :)

2009-11-25T19:23:00.002+08:00

ohmygod.
one by one they go.
leaving us and the museum.
environment here will definitely not be the same.
first cisco got to go.
now part of aexis?
why? esp, the gereks got to go?
some dunt even say goodbye,
next thing you know,
" _______ is no longer working here ."

Liyana : why you look gloomy?
steve : well, ive got no friends.
Liyana : i know, i can tell.

so they been replaced.
with the mso.
abg isa and abg hisyam.

yeapp.
we gonna miss the gereks peoples.
which we used to jokes and laughs together.
some even said, "no worries, im in facebook."
but it wouldnt be same.
by communicate in fb, it isnt the same.

WE MISS YOU,

RAFEE , RAHMAN , GANESH.

beauties needs sleeps.

2009-11-19T19:43:00.007+08:00

finally, off days!
i felt that,
my soul isn't with me when im at work.
oh dear. with APEC. With the kiosk to handle.
i know its a easy job but tiring.
Apec, everything goes well till the fire alarm comes on.
deligates starts to kanchiong abit.
crackos.
first lady, mrs obama went to Peranakan Museum.
dangs! bling bling baba i guess.

BF'S landyard.bloody hell i dunt have one!!

lots off things i couldnt manage.
Pavi's bday, yet not settle.
which my fault that i forgot about it.

which also someone makes me tiff off awhile.
with what happen yesterday.
so, if u need her help, dunt bother, do it ureself.
gosh pathetic really.

besides, boyf came.
and guess what, he sleeping again.
came right after his night shift.
i cooked some spaghetti for the three of us.
as in me, bro and bf.

i know, i cooked.
im learning.
future mom in law says i did great job.
till arep and leha ate till finish.
not bad for the first time huh?

cooking is like my next big thing.

oh, im shifting to yishun probably 2010.
great house.
and not sure about the neighbours yet.

ohyah.
i finally got the sperry boat shoe!
ive been eye-ing on it since like 2 mnths back!
thnks to bf! for the anniv preziey!
cost him $130. before its $160.
he date me for lunch as well.
we went to swensen.
his treat.
and its a free sundae!

TADA!

ok before i get to mushy.
atit gave me a bday surprise!
FSXK. im speechless and almost cry!
i dint expect he ask all question like,
shoe size, top size and etc will be a gift.
bloody hell!!

he bought me a bag and a vest!
damn that kinda vest ive been eye-ing.
and it looks perfect combination with,
the boat shoe, bag and the vest!
omg omg omg.

and im loving it all!

ive been wearing that shoes!
oh dear. it looks hot and classy.
and yes, im complimenting the shoe!

met asmah and jaz.
went to swensen for dinner.
i treat bf.
we also had volcano ice-cream, i think?
its good.
and.. thanks to mr jaz for finish it for us!
knowing asmah was great!
she's a nice match for jazli u know..

THANKYOUS BOYFRIEND & ATIT.

our hobby.

2009-11-04T18:45:00.004+08:00

its good to have something in common or hobby i supposed.
yepp, me and bf love to do something stupid.
and he knows that i love to do some make up.
well hello, he's not gay or NYAH.
he likes to explore me when im using the make up.

besides that, wrestling.
we could go crazy!
pulling legs, which rules doesnt says to.

we do talks in bed.
well my bed of course.
we express feelings and stress and such.

play racing games.
that we cheat at times.

HE'S MY EVERYTHING.

he came over the other day,
browsing my phone.
and he finds out he likes my halloween make up,
which i did on myself.

so he die2 ask me to make up his face.
so this is how i look like which i dint turn up
to work since boss is on shift on halloween.
so yeahh.

(me.)

(bf. matrep menjadi.)

cool huh?
so if u think want me to make up for you next year,
pls do approach. no worries.
maybe i can make me money too.
i wont charge that ex ok!

ohh!

bf : " u, this dec dah 2 yrs sehh kiter.
(giving the excited look )
me : " aah, i tau. knapa sayang? "
bf : " takderlaa tak sangka ehk. i happy sgt! ".
me : " me too laa b! "

iloveeyouboyfriend!

:(

2009-10-28T18:34:00.004+08:00

A tumor?
i couldnt believe it?
why does this happen to me and my family.
why him?
what could possibly gone wrong?

and why does he have to hide it from me?
because he love me?
no. thats not right.

i couldnt accept the situation.

I LOVE YOU, DAD.

Boobsday Celebos! im 19 only?.

2009-10-19T14:57:00.013+08:00

Lets starts with celebos with colleagues.
14.10.09 - level 3 deck.

farhanah : no matter what kau kene datang on the 14th.
kak nana : dik asl off? dtg ah!
dewi : u pergi work tk today?

me to fanah : asl? sebab korang nak celebo bday aku? (muker selamba)
fanah : ader? eh pompuan, tak tau malu ehk. ( buat muker evil)

i got 25 cupcakes! tak ker aku mintak 19?
now im blowing 25 candles, and it means im...TIDAKK!!!!!
(drama-mama)

celebos with bern's as well (13.10.09)
burstday same with cuzzie Nuaa. :))
she's leaving hospi department!
im gonna miss her!!
damn!
" how could this happen to me... "

my bday present from hospi's. :))
suker sesangat!

gift(S) from gf,Julie.
she spent totally of $85 just on me!
till now, im speechless.
tysm gf!!
met her after the celebos with colleagues. :)

15.10.09 ; 12 am
boyfriend called.
1st person to wish! target laa tu nk first person.
"youu!! happy bday!! and happy 1yr10mth!!"

im speechless till i forget to wish him back. =X
next julie,gf
the followed by boy-friend,atit.
cant imagine he actually text me at 12am?
i lagi speechless.
i wasnt putting high hopes on him.
cos he uses his mom fone what?.
when got his text, mulut aku lebar senyum!!
" yerlaa kau kan besterest friend aku, maner bleh luper
bday kau anj?".

awww! tysm tit.
jgn ngampu jer, present jgn luper.muahahaha.
bodoh nyer anj!
ok, aku miss dier!

- morning.

cant believe my mom bought me a cake.
well, im left alone at home.
bro went off to skool.
mom and dad works.

i wasnt aware of aniting,
till i open up the fridge. haus mah!!
i saw this pink strwberry cake!
i goes. "omg! who bought me cake?!"

well, i thought it was dad.
but its mom who bought it.
i called her say tysm.
she said " sorry tk dapat celebrate together, fhm2 jer k?, enjoy th cake,
potong tau!"

i jumped up and down.
loncat2 mcm orang giler?!
and shouted, " its the best bday afterall!! ".

me : tit, mak aku belikan kek tit!
fd : kek ape tit?
me : strwbberry, pink colour u knoe!
fd : hahahahahah! amek kau, tulaa ku suruh pilih cupcake stwberry tknk.
me : tu lain story, yg penting she remember my bday tit.
fd :yerlah. HAPPY BDAY ATIT!

aku rasa pompan nie giler agaknyer.
dah tk terkira ku rasa dah brapa byk dier wish aku?!

i gotta surprise celebrations from bf and clan.

fd : tit, jumpa ku kat kerja, bf kau suruh jumpa aku dulu.
me : huh? asl ehk? oklaa. jumpa at counter.
....................................................

me : nak naik bus ker jalan kaki tit?
fd : ikot jer. kiter naik bus k? ok tak?
me : bus? ok. kiter going towards marina/suntec ehk?
fd : ehk tak ehk. ikot jer.

fd looking at bus directory.

me : come on laa. bus kat sini kebanyakan going to suntec.
fd : ( ignoring me )
me : we can take 106. 171 pon boleh tk salah.
fd : ( giving me the evil look )

desirene came.

des : going home.
us : nope. outings
fd : today her bday ehk.
des : oh! happy bday. how old are u?
me : ty, 19?
des : ha? 19? i can give birth to u!

another colleague came. name warren,
des told him,
"hey its her bday leh! she's nineteen!"
him: oh! happy bday!!

kalau boleh, fana nak bilang semua orang!

once reached, ive been forced to blindfold.
so here is how i looked.

sememangnyer ku tk nampak.
so, hearing is good. duh!

then, Liyana and fana brought me in to seoul garden.
which is obvious.
afterall we've been round and round the place.
sat down. waiting for dunno-what-it-is.

suddenly, everyone sang loudly,
"happy bday to you
happy bday to you
happy bday to Liyana!
happy bday to you"

i un-blindfold myself.
to my shock.
everyone is looking at me!
and its not just everyone.
alot of them ok!

and there goes my mascara,eyeliner and eye shadows.
which ive make-up beautifully. lols.

17.10.09 - october babies with cuzie-wuzie.

dinner at harbourfront PitzaHutties!
and i had the 3rd cake! wait, its the 27th.
if that counts the cupcakes? lols.

kecohrable day with them.
and lotsa pictures taken.

Nua send me home from lakeside.
lakeside laa ehk? =.=
been force to ride his bike.
and thats my bday present from him.
AGAKNYER!

better not elaborate more on that.

(cucu wak jonoh 3rd gen. Nua,udyn,sue and me!)

( thanks eh Lia, sabo kiter )

lotsa surprise happens you see!
and hell yeah!
MY WISH CAME TRUE.

i just cant wait to turn 19.

2009-10-09T18:42:00.004+08:00

guess what?!

ive got a early treat for my Birthday

from MR & MRS RAY! (bf's uncle and aunt)

we had dinner at SWENSEN!

yeapp.

and duhr im so shy!

i had chicket cutlet and whateva it calls.

bf had the mega burger which i want badly.

aunty having seafood rice.

uncle, half chicken with bbq sauce.

nenek is having ...erm..what meal again?

kinda combo thingy.

yeahh so much fun!

damn im hungry rite now.

theyre such a nice ppl laa.

not just becos of the treat ok!

probably having cousins outing soon.

deepa day i think.

since nua's bday is on 13th im on 15th and Su's on 18th.

happening.

plan, going sheesha and seoul garden.

let see how it goes.

if afique and my bf are working,

Nua, kau jgn bawak motor. hahaha!!

:))

ilovebf!

birthday birthday birthday.

shopping shopping shopping.

tekopak tekopak tekopak!!

i think bf is fetching me tomoro. kan? kan? kan?

sepasang kurung nan biru.

2009-09-18T12:44:00.003+08:00

yeap blue is so this year colour.
actually plan me and bf ajer wear biru.
now my side and bf side pon wear blues.
daa mcm boria laa sehh.
ok laa tu. :))

good thing going out with mommy is,
i can save my money laa.
everything she bought for me.
she bought herself contact lens.
jembu jugak mak aku! wow!

and this bf also get treated ok!
mom bought him baju kurung.
the nicest baju which cost her 100 bucks!
kedai boutique plak tu.
ishk!

and i think i wanna ngecek mom for another baju kurung
for myself at her boutique.
which is like so nice to me.
haish.
never had enuff for shopping.

actually this year aku mcm tk smangat ahr raya.
tapi dah hujung2 nie, mcm makin ghairah gitu.
bf die2 want me to buy white heels.
so that sepasang with him laa.
sweet!

i cant wait to raya.
can wear together gether with bf!
excited.
meet nenek. and nenek cute aku!

oh yah!
bf's uncle from aussie just arrived safely.
mcm ner agaknyer aku nk communicate!

seriously laa.
ter-over-excited!!

ok best!

psst , slamat pulang md nazree :))

love the loves

2009-09-10T20:15:00.003+08:00

i fall in love again with bf whenever i unlock my phone and saw this photo on my phone screen.

he saw my fedora cap. wears it and start dancing like mj.i laughed out loud.watching his nonscence funny act!i even ask him to pose. he did! but ofcoz he himself cannot
tahan with what he just did. :))

besides,
he's been accompanying me whenever his off from work.
and we had a great tickling wrestling moments.
which my brother will delighted to join in the fun.

he even help me to cook for break-fast.

bf : u nie, goreng telor pon tk betol.
me : yerlaa, part masak, i semua tk betol. u goreng laa mcm nie.
(giving him the spatula)
bf : bukan susah nk goreng.
( turn out, the egg flipped and folded )
bf : alamak, mcm maner bleh mcm nie?! urgh!
me : hahaha! next time, orang masak jgn tegur, sendiri tk betol.
bf : nah lah u masak.i tak kacau.tgk tv agi bagos ehk zul.(talking to adek)

he always up to somthing each day.
disturb me this and that.
forgotting his cap, not even realised it can even make me laugh.

apart from that,
bf ask me to ajak-ing julie to breakfast with us yesterday.
afterall the sad moments she had been gone through.
so we had fishball noodle day.
and back to gf house.
we had pandan wangi lapis!
and ofcos, bf wont stop eating it.

seriously cik, sedap. tk bedek. sumpah.
:))

thats one bakat cik leha got!

as for today,
went to nenek house.
my nenek. mum's mother?
i know its kinda weird.
nenek, keep asking about my dad.
and mum gets paranoid i think?

nenek even says, " lawa anak kau, dah anak dara."

i feel sad at that moment.
after 2 yrs ive not been seeing her.
she's getting older. and wear spects now.

my uncle, haiyah, he keep busy cleaning the house the whole day.
painting, change the curtains.
semangat raya ader gitu.
nenek even got kucing.
cute giler! orange in colour.
and it got a very sad expression kinda cat.
case muker kesian laa tu.
it even miow-ing at my mother, " let me go pls ".
after my mum catch it and place it on her lap.

mcm fhm ajer aku berbahasa kucing laa kan.

went of to bazaar,
bought nasi ambeng.
kusmangat!
i should have bought one and shared with adek.
peh banyak!.

i dunt know where is bf today!
he's gone missing.
and im angry!
im so gonna mrajok with him!
pandai lah pujok bf.
i know u always reads my blog.
:))

crazypeople.

2009-09-04T12:28:00.006+08:00

went out with this gila,

atit.did our secret crazy stuff.

did some window shopping.

and this gila bought himself some kinda keychain,

which he can't resist to buy it.it cost him thirty dollars.

quite a bomb for that kinda small thing.

i found out he used his supposed to be " baju raya money",

cik, taufik pakai duet cik bagi untok dier beli baju raya!!!

and for atlast,my cravings for longjohnsilver,

had been satisfied.went to Lido ,

to break-fast.i got myself combo 1.

and some chips!im so love the cheese from ljs!
atit, brought himself briyani and prata,
which his mom bought for him before he left.
sweet kan??sedap giler plak tu briyani dier!!
ive been eating alot on that day.
seriously.i had nuggets and squids from old chiang khi.
had a coke float shared with atit from orange julius.
aw, orange julius, bf dunt get jealous. =x

and of course,
ending our day with photo!
so basically bf is at home.
off for two days.happy life!
just imagine, 2 days of working, the next 2 days off.
and it continues.gerek kan dier!?

guees what!?

bf is coming to accompany me break-fast,

since mum working, dad and bro is out.

yeay!

he's buying me soya bean from mr bean!

suker suker suker!!!

sweet kan.

iloveyou la bf!

lotsa upcoming gerek plan ahead.

iftar here and there.

gerek kn?!

and to a friend of mine, nazree.

smoga maju jaya.

sure u can do it.

nanti jadi kurus mcm bf aku.

oh oh oh.

one more thing,

dunt forget to call julie every nite.

it works if ure missing her!!

serious shit,

aku rindu julie!

sampeh ati mu noh.

:((

just for YOU. :))

2009-09-02T21:44:00.003+08:00

( i dint realise he did the hearttshape hand sign till i upload the picture.)

i just LOVE boyfriend SO MUCH!
ive been pampered by him laa.
i was craving for MR BEAN chocolate pancake.
& he bought for me!

rajin sumore to come over to my place.
break-fast together!
once, dad was late from work,
so i cook for him and brother, maggi goreng.
i wasnt expect he's gonna say nice laa.
since im a bad cooker.
he even eat more on that day.
im so proud.

we had a great chat.
great wrestling.
great racing games challenge on PSP.
and out of sudden, he ask a random question.
which it is RANDOM.
about marriage.
which we never talks about it.
lols.

we talks about hantaran,
which i told him i want it to be,
S$15,151.51
so he goes, "ader berlian ehk?".
i said, "ader, alah, nanti takder duet u mintak i jugak".

we both laugh.
gone crazy.
i even disturbed him and say,
"alah, i kan akan jadi isteri misali".
after ive pluck out some of his grey hair , and dig his ears.

:]

boyfriend, salihin, ilove you very much.
thankyou for showing me the changes!
hugs! kiss! :))

GEYLANG SI PAKU GEYLANG

2009-09-01T20:07:00.003+08:00

currently at bf's house.
break-fast with him and nenek.
touching kan?
going to geylang soon.
with jaz also.
its so gonna be fun fun fun!

will update more.
seriously,
ive been pampered with bf nowadays.
aper nak, semua dapat!
:]

love you bf!

pregnancy excuse.

2009-08-23T11:57:00.002+08:00

a simple job for you.

and yet you make it hard.

what? cos ure pregnant?

dunt be crapp.

if, we let you do the simple job,

will you do? no.

you use phone and shake legs instead.

ok?

why do we need you aniway.

with or wothout you,

WORK HAS BEEN THE SAME.

im not in ure TEAM.

2009-08-20T21:25:00.003+08:00

seriously.
whats ure problem with me.
and you call ureself a team?
this is like not the first time you makes me go KABOOM!.

you can say its nothing.
but im sure you hurt someones feelings by now.
i dunt feel like im part of this team animore.
how pathetic i felt today.
got ure horrible text.
and how i felt at that time.

and seriously i dunt care you wanna go with who.
as a team, you dunt bother to even ask me?
if you think im not in ure team,
then do everything on ure own.

tell me,
did i ever did such thing to you?

the other time.
u left me all alone.
and you drag her to accompanied you.
when ure back,
i asked you to come along for lunch.
you insist and stay instead.
your reasons,
" i nak temankan (name not mention),
kesian dier kat counter sorang2. "

KOW!
kau tau tak kau perangai pathetic?!
siak ahr, kau tinggal kan aku kat counter ,
beh suruh dier ikot kau, boleh? ader aku kate pape?!
pastu kata nak pi mkn sama2, atlast kau temankan dier,
and reason kau not that good enuff ahr.

beh skrang mcm nie?!
sial ahr.
kalau kau pikir aku bukan part of the team,
lain kali buat benda semua jangan carik aku.
plans semua buat sendiri ok?

people might just say, small thing, no biggy.
but i dunt think so that way.
whats wrong with you?
what problems do u have with me?

its been a year and eight months. :)

2009-08-15T02:00:00.000+08:00

dear god,

thank you for giving us the upportunity to love one another.

& thank you for showing us whats love is.

& thank you bf for the day.

although we dunt exchange gifts like we used to,

but im sure i had a great day with you.

dragging you to pastamania again,

just to have that beef lasagne which i dint get it yesterday.

& had good chat with you.

jokes and laughter.

& the way you look at me.

thank you for bringing me to movie which,

i die die wanna watch WHERE GOT GHOST.

which u too, agreed.

ive been pampered by bf today, seriously.

the movie end at around 10 plus.

great show. funny. worth a money.

and we walked to suntec to get a bus to clementi.

reached clementi, im alredy complaining bf,

that im hungry. and i wanna have mcchicken.

so, he treat me mcchicken.

time check already 12 plus.

and he sent me home.

its such a wonderful day with you bf.

simple and sweet.

loveyou!

GEREK-ness

2009-08-14T03:00:00.001+08:00

Story Of The Image exhibition are now OPEN!
not suitable for kids.
it wasnt that great to me.
( susah aku nak fhm art2 nie semua =.= )

had great day at work.
cos, im doing counter!
after so long at pick-up.
i feel so bored laa.

counter with kak nana & shamini.
turn out im busy with brochures.
kow! dah tak senonoh siak loading bay!
and i start nagging with salleh.

" ehk asl loading bay mcm nie?"
" siak ahr, asl drg tak susun siak! "
" camner kiter nak amek brochure mcm nie,
bodoh sak drg letak benda nie kat sini! "

salleh just being quiet. =.=

aunty : amoy! ( shouting at me. )
me : yes amoy!
me : ehk asl aku shout amoy kat dier ehk?
salleh: hahaha. tulah dier.
aunty : amoy, mkn liow ?
me : mkn oredy. :)
aunty : ini kawan ahr? (pointing at salleh.)
me : bukan ahr, ini abang. ( evil smile )
aunty : oh abg ahr. (muker confuse)
aunty : asal abang gelap adek terang?

i giggle. seriously cannot tahan my laughter.
and i dunno how to answer that aunty laa.
salleh gimme the evil look of his!
sorry salleh.

but this aunty very funny!
even it happen the other time with farhanah.

orang minom kopi, dier kata makan kopi.
orang tanya tinggal maner, makan kopi jugak dier jawab.

i know im very bad laa
but i cant hold my laughter.
haaahaa.

lunch time,
makan with salleh and hassan.
how random is that?!
we went to ljs.
this hassan keep teasing me and salleh laa.
perangai jugak deknie ehk!
we settled ourselves and eat!
hungry siak!

we walk pass this fashion,
hassan bought 2 tops.
biarkan, aslkan bahagia!
carik fitting room jer mcm orang bodoh.
padahal depan mata ehk!
salleh ajak buat kerja bodoh.
we took the staff lift, and leads us to the store.
hahahahahah!
hassan ask me to carry his this fashion bag.
insisted, tk glams siol!

then to cathay.
bf ask me to buy UP movie ticket.
while salleh, bought adidas bag.

i really want gf & nazree to tag along.
since we all wants to watch that movie.
and i dunt mind to buy the ticket for them first.
but they kinda busy with expo thingy.
so, understand-able.

we got ourselves a couple seats.
show at 11.20pm.
gerek per cartoon malam2?

so in the evening, went out with the clans.
Liyana & Jazli.
last minute, this Liyana texted me.
kelam kabot aku call bf.

" u, Liyana ajak kuar! mcm ner nie, kiter dah beli
tiket movie malam nanti? beh tak ajak dorang! "

turns out, Liyana cannot stay that late,
she got something on the next day.
jaz tag us for the movie.
but he seat alone at the front.
poor-thing.

we had pastamania before the movie.
cos, 4 of us, kebuluh!
haahaa.

we sent off Liyana.
and off to movie.

the show isnt that bad.
sedih aderlaa.to me.
bf, he fall asleep for awhile.
=.=

reach home at 2am.
shower. sleep.
case tido mati.

when GILA meet CRAZY.

2009-08-12T23:50:00.005+08:00

" Liyana, aku nak hug kau! dah lama siak tak jumpa! ". -Atit

we had a huge hug!
random kan member nie?
haahaa.

i ask this anjing to accompany me go small shopping.
( he wont mind call him a dog, cause he call the same thing to me.)

i bought this leather jacket which ive been crazy wanting it.
cotton on sell at 79.95.
but i got it at 35.
thanks to this Atit who always help me up with the budget thingy.
he brought me to a place where sell cheaper.
but of course cotton on's cutting is nicer!

& i bought some earings and beads.
and ended my shopping.

besides shopping, we did crazy stuff.
like usual!
this anjing teach me a new word, ABG BUSUH.
in a singing version. sot!

we passby matrep.
outta sudden reminds the ANAK METRO thingy.
and of course this anjing rap all the way.
( boleh ingat ehk kau tit. haahaa )

well, we actually took a few shots of photo.
but turn out, not that pretty nice.
only this anjing face is nice!
( sebab aku yang petik gambar! )
there's one photo, this anjing looks like BAPOK KELANTANS!
so ive decided to call him that!
haahaaa!

actually got more good stuff to share.
butta, lets keep it between me and Atit.
:]

thnk for today atit!

2009-08-02T13:13:00.003+08:00

seriously, ive been sicked for the past five days!
now i know knoe how it feels to be QUARANTINED!.
7 days at home? uber bored.

bf came over yesterday to check me out.
turns out, he fall asleep on my bed for the entire day laa.
but before that, we both sneak out to buy bubble tea!

yet, dad finds out and he goes you-know-what-happen.

im deeply in missing my collegues.

i miss getting nag from kiran.

how random is that!.

i just miss the way she said to me,

"Liyana, how many times i say about punctuality?"

i miss xiaoxin who always finds me and meke me help her do things.

i miss bern, who chased after me for the tour script reading.

i miss ganesh

who giving me the look of, "pls bring me out for a movie with you".

i miss steve

who like talk crapps and all about arts.

i miss anand,

who greets me "slamat morning" everyday!

i miss rahmah,

who laughed at makcik2 accent! the 7-11 jokes!

haahaa!

ouh, i miss all of you!

so, im coming back!

and so do kakak nana!

yeahh!

and ilovebf who fall asleep instead of jaga me?

loves! hugs!

ouhyeahh! to julie!

who accompany me everyday by sms/call.

loveyoubabe!

partayyHARD ; SOFTdrinks

2009-07-21T15:52:00.006+08:00

farhanah's ice-cream drink!

tempting!

non-edits okay!

the goodfellas.

fsxks yous dudes

anak cik mohid.

farhanah & dewi

dewi & yanaa joey

carebear drawn by farhanah!

gossip girls wannabe

the welfare team.

bang! i shot you!

LAST WEEK ;
the welfare team outing is AWESOMES!
and so do the goodfellas!
pokerface is the main feature song at that night!
amazing talent they got laa seh!

besides.
we had a great day.
small celebration for sri dewi.
since its her birthday.

we dint get drunk of course.
puasa is around the corner.
so, good-girl-for-a-month.
:]

im totally in love with the pictures!

how irritating thing can it be?

2009-07-20T17:00:00.006+08:00

seriously, this ad, makes me laugh and go crazy.
dunt you thing so?
well i thing so!
hehehe.

anione can do this?
they're opening a quiz for talented person like that,
and won cash!

:]
well, i wish i could.

Table-For-Twelve :]

2009-07-04T22:52:00.002+08:00

dinner with bf's family was totally AWESOME!.
we went to ZAM-ZAM!
makan besar!
majorities had murtabak.
i had mee hoon goreng.
but it looks/taste awful.
like rubber!.

after dinner,
we went to bugis junction.
since after nenek offer her cucu-TERmanja,bf,
to do some shopping on pants.
which all are losen.

who cares, afterall,bf weight increases!
and he's heavier than me.
yeah baby, eat more!
HAAHAA!

I had a good chat with his three aunts.
one of them even offers me ladies shoes/sandals!
which i accompany her to belek-belek.

the other aunt, always jokes around.
disturbing her husband.

and IRRA's birthday coming!
on the 11th.
she dont want huge teddy bear animore for sure.
but she wants it to be surprise for her,with what im gonna buy.

after they did some small shopping,
we went home. took the train.
seperate ways of course.

nenek was like lecturing bf,
" asal kau tak antar dier? beh balik sorang? ".
" ader duet tak dier kerja? ".
bf's cleverness,says no.
nenek give me 10 dollar.
but i refused to take laa.
since im alredy working.
but she die die asked me to take.
as like bf say, rezeki jgn ditolak.

before we say goodbye,
i had a great pinching moment with bf.
since he's big mouth tell nenek i no money.
thanks eh b. eh.

overall, superb!
will looking forward to the nest happy moments!

as usual,
ilovemyboyfriend deep deep down!

police and thief with bf. :]

2009-07-03T20:07:00.005+08:00

seriously, today was great!
bf, came over.
cos he's off.

we wrestle around.
of course, im the MANGSA.
he will just squashed me!

treat me like a thief.
and he's the police
whenever i disturbed him.
HAAHAAHAAA!

we had a great conversations.
afterall, he's been the MANJA2 one today!
usually it was me?.

lotsa funny and ridiculous talk we had!
HAAHAA!.
which after, i discovered, he's maturity
or whatever it calls...

he even notice my 'redlight' pimple.
dgn gembira hati, dier berkata,
" ure pimple dah kluar, tanda2 tu.
prepare u prepare."
" u evritime, nak mensus jer, pimple kluar kat same spot.
pastu, mengamok tk tentu pasal even im not in the wrong "

im like, huh??
he really take note the date?
its like WOW!

and yes, we study together.
he, with his law thingy.
me, with my tour thingy.
but turns out,i got distracted by fb.
whenever the connection is ON.
u can blame me for that.

bf had a hard time.
and i dunt understand the way he study?
he did 50 questions, and check the answers.
and, tell himself, he passed/fail.
im like. huh?? huh??

atleast he studied, rather than me.
Bern is gonna kill me.
and im going through everything!
from begin to an end.
i'll lost all my words and keypoints
whenever i gone nervous!

after he's done with the studies.

bf : dah2, pi blaja! i plak turn akai laptop.
me : wait! i nak show u something!

click.click.

BF : eeee! saper ni?!
eyeliner peh tebal.nk step malaydance jer.

ME : HAAHAA! b. if kalau la someone did this to me,

as in, blogs about me. u buat aper?

BF: tell her nicely yg asal she blog pasal you.
and i ckp i tak suker ahr, bcos youre my gf.

i just smiled at him.
deep down, " i sayang you " .

well. im not comparing bf to anione's bf.
i just wanna know, what will he do?
that's all.

he also concerned about my gf's relationship.
keep asking me how are they.
i replied. " give them sometimes b.
i believe, they're gonna be alright "

guess what?!
my annoying brother.
dah terSAMPOK with KANTOI song laa!
ive been singing it for the past 2 weeks!
probably, that song stuck in his head too!
HAAHAA!

we had rendang for lunch!
dad's cooking.
SEDAP TAK TERKATA!
dad cooked special for bf laa!
and also had, bread with egg on the top.
dad's special cooked too!
SUPERB YUM!

bf's nenek invited me for makan2!
with aunts and uncles, and sepupu sepipit bf.
segan u know! but nenek dah jemput knot tolak.
afterall, nenek's treat!
how random is that?!
probably going to REX. near workplace.
and catch fireworks, i think?
maybe meet dad & brother at night.
can go home together gether.
:]

ouhhyahh.
fana, if ure reading this.
i tell bf about the jokes on YAP NIXON!
he laughed!

im typing this post,
while bf,went to the door-gates and shout,
" hey! aper khabar orang singapura?!!!? ".

ME : dek, kau main game bola ngan abg iin?
salah orang laa dek.
HE : takper kak, seronok kn dier ajer. HAAHAA!
BF : basket! HAAHAA!

irritating nyer adek! HAAHAAA!

BF,
you really made my day today!
laughing at your funny crapps!
iloveyou b!

Chocolate Friends ; Coffee Talks.

2009-06-28T13:18:00.005+08:00

Seriously, it was HAPPENING last night.

meet the clan session after for so been busy week for us!

and boyfriend had he's clumsy / slenger day too!

he spilled my drinks and hit his jeans.

a mayo falls onto his precious shoes.

all we did, were just, LAUGH!

he got the funny reaction ok.

"urgh!,alamak!"

when the water spilled onto his jeans, he smiled.

and look at us.

tk ker pelik?pelik kan?

and of course the jokes!

haha. me, liyana and fiq cant stop laughing.

even now, we're flashing backs those moments!

bf: kaki kau size brapa sia?

fiq : kaki aku size 8.

bf: siak ahr! besar per kaki kau?! aku size 9 sia!

Liyana to bf : kirekan, kaki kau lagi "kecik" ah nie?

laugh laugh laugh!!

liyana: huh lightstick?

fiq: a'ah laa, ehk tklah drg pakai light saber!.

their somehow talk about a police guard or somewhat.

and liyana's blur mode comes.

and my kpo bf starts to dig my bag!

searching for something that weird i guess?

" you kan slalu ader barang pelik kat dalam ".

and he found my headband/scarf?

he wore it, and excited sendiri.

and get jazli's attenttion so that jaz will laugh.

beylo nyer bf! :]

dahtu takper, sedia berambil gambar plak tu.

piker stell laa tu, " ehk ok aper, mcm pak aji."

irritating kn bf that night!

love! lols!

jazli was talking to me,

and i caught a laughing in liyana and taufiq conversation,

so, luper plak yg tgh ignore jaz laa kan.

kesian jaz, sampai dier tap kaki aku,

and continue his story.

[ ku rasa quarter of the story aku tk dgr, maaf jaz. ]

which he also makes me laugh becoz sanggup tap aku.

lols!

we talk about TRANSFORMERS.

supposingly,we're watching it.

since its full booked.

die die we still wanna go laa!

jaz keep calling her sister.

mati mati kiter ingat kakak dier kat depan computer,

tgh check kan seats and time. padahal.ciss.

member tgk kat tamp cinema itself, nyer timing.

we all laugh terkeke-kekek ahr!

bf plak, call his sedara kat umah.

suruh cek.

sdara dier bukan cek kat computer,

cek kat surat khabar!

tak ker kekek?!

semua buat tak betol.

hahaha!

confident sgt laa jaz and bf!

kakak jaz and sdara bf confuse tu confuse.

ouh yeah! got NDP rehersal.

ader FIREWORKS!

and besides,

i had great day afterall.

well, we should do that again sometimes.

happy 15th birthday !

2009-06-26T17:56:00.008+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY 51 PAK MUS!

OR SHALL WE SAY 15? :]

reading his 3D birthday card.

he seems to be excited huh?

got him a stripey t-shirt from Springfield.

shamini,Pakmus,siti,dewi & amit.

well me, at counter.boo!

Daddy's Day! :]

2009-06-21T18:39:00.000+08:00

Happy Fathers Day to my GORGEOUS LOVING DAD!

i got him a card. (above).

cool huh?

yeahh pretty catchy!

besides i cant wait to meet bf on saturday.

probably catch a movie.

and ouh.

bf P.O.P soon.

so he's gonna have a long holiday from camp!

excited! im gonna spend time with him!

woo0hoo0!

2009-06-18T17:16:00.003+08:00

im satisfied with my blog now.

althought it might not look dazzling.

at least, the picture doesnt getting ure way from reading.

yeapp. girlfriend and nazree, makes me take note of it.

coz some of the readers using google chrome and so on,

they have trouble reading it.

yeahh. here i am. with a new skins.

hopefully its all better now.

and well, i need to take moe pictures!

i dunt really have a nice one. hmms.

2009-06-17T23:31:00.002+08:00

[ignore the main picture of me, taken when i was sec 4 probably?

that why the pimples popping out. lols.and i had no idea what

picture should i place there. ]

seriously.

i got lotsa story to tell.

but yeah, due to my lazyness,

i aint blogging it at all.

pfft.

so,i'll just number it.

1. got stung by a honeybee.

[ which is awful. thanks to collegues who saves my day]

2. pathetic dr. charged me $64 !

[ just to remove its whatever the bee butt calls]

3. payday, yet burned!.

4. i managed to get a camera bag, VERY catchy..

[ a different one than normally people carried with them]

5. dinner.shopping & relax with bf were AWESOME.

6. Girlfriend gotta job.

[on the spot, random isnt it?]

7. shocked.unbelievable.& is it really you?

[ remain secrets.shhh..]

8. love & soccer mate having a bbq.

[ i guess have to go after work?

bythetime, ended?]

9. i had nightmare that says,: Liyana its time to do ure SOLAT.

in the other hand, im holding a can of heineken.

10. ive not been talking to my mum for alredy, ______?

[can sumone count for me pls, im breaking a record!.

NOT!.]

thats it. i'll end here

blinddate movie was a really good show!

i love it!

kids are adorables but can be irritating. :]

2009-06-09T23:49:00.004+08:00

basically,
i got a freelance job.
you know teaching the kids to bake cookies and muffins.
besides, not only kids, the adults too.

i know its gonna be uber fun!
but, there's some problem.
and work has not been great lately.
getting sucky each day to me.

yeahh, so still the thought of it.

i did my NEEP TOUR ,
unfortunatle, wit the kids.
their from after skool prgrammes.

out of 25, 10 listen to me.
including the two teacher.
the other 15, doing naughty stuff.

it was well done for me i guess.
and there's 5 of them keep asking me question.
over and over again.
especially the japanese occupation part.
they also share their grandparents stories to me.
which somehow i go blank??

some funny question they asked.
and seriously , ive no idea what to say.
so i go, "okayh, lets move on ".

yeah yeah yeah.
its fun. but somehow, irritating.

so kids aint bad at all.
but once darah ku naik kan,
habis ahr.
lols!

aku marah!

2009-06-05T18:31:00.002+08:00

seriosly, pagi2 lagi, aku dah bingets.
tinggal nak meletop jer kat muker "kakak kiter".

tak pasal2 dier kata, kerja pagi masok pkol 8.
tak binget. padahal kan orang lain.
tapi member m.c so ive to do counter.
2nd thing, "kakak" tak tau nak bilang aku,
beh expect aku tau jer apa going on?

tak pathetic?
so yeah, i did counter.
tapi manusia2 semua perangai.
kes tak munasabah.

dah tu, kene marah lagi dgn "kakak".
this time, pasal settlement.
padahal bin padahal aku buat laa ehk settlement semalam.
aku bukan nyer bodoh sgt.
aku nie belom nay-nyok tau tak.
i remember i put it inside the bag of cash!

volcano boleh anytime meletops sak!

i felt like a waste of time coming to work.
selagi dier ader kat counter selagi itulaa aku buat muker.
aper, ingat ku nak baik2 ker?

nevermind.

gf, went to K.L alredy,
and without saying goodbye?!
marah nie.

and i cant wait to meeet bf tomoro.
well, maybe.
50 percent?

aku maseh dilamun stress dengan manusia manusia tertentu!

pi club ahr amaciam?

2009-06-03T18:29:00.003+08:00

lu semua amaciam?
dok umah buat aper bro sis?
kluar ahr pi mabok ahr malam?

btw gua pon nk pi kedai nyonya depan ahr.
dye rambot golden siot!

dah mabok, pi lepak ahr.
kacau mats/minah ker?
amciam ok go per?

korang takmo weak ahr.
korang tau kn nari hari aper,
lu cuber tgk date gua pose nie.
familiar kan?
lu pikir laa sendiri.

klah gua jalan dulu.
slamat!

( tak ter imagine kalau budak seganas ini ader blog)

haahaa!

i benci dengan you all !

2009-06-02T22:51:00.002+08:00

why not,

GET OUR EX-CISCOS BACK.

seriously.
they have the potential.

what ive been and test out the new one,

visitors without admission stickers enter the gallery.
so-sial instead social. ( kureng ehk akus ).
ask stupid question when all the answers are infront of them. (kak nana, u know i know )
dint walk around history. and i dunt think they check the hiding places .
bag was found, and dunt even care to check, expect hospitality to check. (kalau ader bomb korang sepatotnyer mati dulu bukan kiter. )
brochure jatoh depan mata, kau buat buta. ( thanks salleh, testing plak ).
school groups, dint help at all. watch and stare.

i guess i can list them up to 10.

weyy,
its true ok. not making up story!.

aper kata, biar aku jer jadi guards. much more approachable ku rasa.

farewell my beloved friends. :'(

2009-05-28T15:57:00.006+08:00

still couldnt accept!
saying goodbye to the suite/cisco.?

its a shocking news.
and it really happened.
i hate it.
and yes, we will miss them.
mostly i miss kamsani.
why?
so the fatherly.
:(

sarah if ure reading this,
well, remember when we're doing attachment?
and we're blur.
and abg kamsani came to the rescue.
and give us free entry to gallery?
yes, im sure u did.

now, he and the rest, will have to leave.
from the first beginning we met, till saying goodbyes.

let us now,
treasure every moments.

[ alamak! aku nak nanges! wait, tears coming out!
tahan liyana tahan! ]

and thanks to farhanah for the lovely touched video.

play it!

bestfriend? what it meant for you?

2009-05-24T13:21:00.002+08:00

how do you feel when youre spending sometimes with
your gf/bf, when one of his/her's best friend call every few minutes.
although there's nothing important to talk about?
or even worst, your bf/gf called the bestfriend instead, and forget that you are there?

how do you feel when your bf/gf wants to sent you home,
and his/her's best friend wanna tag along?

what will your first impression be towards this so called,
"best friend"?

gimme your say. do flood my taggie. i wont mind. :]]

..................................................................................................

COME ON,
gimme a break!
you wanna spent time with me,
then spent time with me!
not him!
what?
would you both die if dont meet?
as if you both only knows what bestfriend meants.
well hello!
i gotta girlfriend too.
and we are not like you both.
is he gay or what?
well then get a gf?
of course i dont mind hanging out with u both!
but, gimme a SPACE!
do i ever hate your friends?
no, i simply love all them

YOU MAKE ME HATING YOU!
FOR NO REASON, friend.

wherever i go, i will hear the same name.
repeatedly.

when i started to talk to bf,
he starts to deny everything!
the reason is.
: we have been best friend since young.

yah! duhr! i know! and i dont care!
but will your bestfriend grow up and understands?
well, i believe your other bestfriend are not like that.
they understands you.
but why not this man?

do u ever ask me how i feel?
dont make me shout his name here.
what?
if you cant accept my words, my text, then the best way is to post.
right?

ask all the girls around.
i believe they will just say,
Liyana, are they gay?!

disappointed.
cant believe you can listen to him but not me.

yeah.
bestfriend.
too much of bestfriend.
open your eyes.
open it wide.
coz u both might look like gays.

and im not gonna sit here,
like a dumb ass.
i'll catch a girl, let see what you gonna say to me.
cant wait!

a lesbian?
better be?
after all, we are one big family, gays + lesbian = bestfriend.

please ahr.
stop this nonsence.

random. love bf.

2009-05-21T13:43:00.003+08:00

seriously,

i just LOVE my bf.
not all guys on earth will take down the dates
for his gf's mensus. right?
ok i know its abit random.
but who cares.

well, maybe he's abit prepared.
before i start getting mood swings.
but,
he's quite surprised these days, which im cheerful mostly.
usually im already, you-know-what-ive-become.

"ehk, you ok tk nie? slalu nyer date mcm nie,
tak pasal2 i kene marah, small matter pon u binget.
asal u happy jer? ok tk u?"

see, told you he took down the dates for my red light thingy.
heeheeehee!

he called earlier on,
but i was khusyuk with my farmtown.
thanks to julie, im addicted now.
seronok jugak.
so i dint talk much.
we texted instead.
" wah, bz nmpak main game? i pon tk dilayan? "
i dint replied,
focusing on the game.
end up he called.
"takperlaa, i nk pergi kelas, when im free i call u."

mengamok nampak! lols

okey.
me bad.
lols.

and i still got back ache.
i feel like my bones are cracking very soon.
fever at night but it was better now.
except the aches.

i believes what my bf said might be true,
due to late mensus, i will get sick easily.
which happens.

oh dear.
i just love md salihin.
he's the best bf i ever had!

:]

sentosaaa with the lovees!

2009-05-16T21:25:00.000+08:00

finally, we manage to find our free time together.
yy-eahh!

we had a GREAT day at the beach.
although it was so scorching hotness.
still going AWESOME.

keep forcing gf to swim.
and like hell yeahh, she did.
maybe i put the "kesian" face.
infact, she's already packed up which i realised.

and our bf(s) die2 wanna take trams.
they make us walk and wait.
just becoz to get seats?
i dont mind walking though.
i only feel the ENJOYMENT.
nothing to stress about.
work free.

julie and naz were so hungry!!
esp naz. lols.
keep complaining to julie.
muahahah! [ klakar laa korang. ]

once reach the beach.
settle ourselves.
naz and gf start to eat the food we packed.
and the funny part is,
dad's nasi goreng is SUPER HOT.
hell yeahh, you probably knoe how's the reaction from naz made.
haahaahaa!

julie already complain that her skin starts to tanned.
which, its true.she's easily tanned!
yet none of us brng sun tan lotion.

so after,
we played frisbee.
which im a bad thrower.
boo!!!
then we hit the sea!
cooling laa oii!

took alot of pictures.
will update, no worries.

we crash to julie's house after the whole tiring day.
and i keep dragging the time.
seriously, lazy to go back home.
by the time it was alredy at 2 in da morning.
and we said goodbye.

1 YEAR 5 MONTHSARY.

2009-05-15T00:00:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 1 YR 5 MONTHSARY TO BOYFRIEND.
I LOVE YOU HONEY.
:]

i'll fetch you in the afternoon okay?
ooh-
cant wait! cant wait!

love you lots!
many2.

i mish you gorgeous love!

GILAR KAKIS

2009-05-13T21:02:00.000+08:00

outing with this GILARR here,
never stops me from laughter.
i tell you, we will just laugh whatever we think alike.
crazy rite??

and of course,
we had a GREAT BIG HUG when we met!!
its like been so long we dint meet up??
yeahh rite, dunt be drama la taufik.
lols.

we headed to bugis,
since i need some clothes to wear.
especially for vernor panton ushering thingy.
thnks to him, he chose the best outfit for me.
since it has to be pshychedelic and vibrant colours.
:]

we headed to town,
as usual what we do normally.
and we manage to snap our pictures in the bus!

my camera have to sacrifice abit.
abit?
alot ahr!
lotsa shots we took.
with crazy poses.

GILARR what!!

sayang kau Gilarr!

family potrait

2009-05-13T11:06:00.000+08:00

Now hush little baby,

don't you cry

Everything's gonna be alright

Stiffen that upperlip up little lady, i told ya

Daddy's here to hold ya through the night

I know mommy's not here right now and we don't know why

We feel how we feel inside

It may seem a little crazy, pretty baby

But i promise momma's gon' be alright

myster jam 7pm

2009-05-07T18:41:00.003+08:00

Favour sak!

sapa laa pi kacau aku kat kerja.

send msg kat number counter.

telecom services yg berbual.

duhr!

1st :

"hello, what are you doing? ".

2nd :

" hey, beware, im watching you ".

scary or what?!

could it be the people who watched me at CCTV?

or a mistaken message?

[ dahlah ku sempoii narie,tak bawak beg tak haper]

cakes ; young one

2009-05-06T16:14:00.007+08:00

presenting,
Nor Syura Euehilles.
mcm paham.

so,
does she looks like me?
or looks like boyf.?
dunt ask me why she looks caucasian,
probably, followed her uncle who stays at australia.
lols!

still,
she dont look like me.
she got brown eyes like boyf.
haahaa.

i got nothing better to do actually.
so yeah.
trying my best to get the cutest baby.
but i guess, this ''daughter" of mine here,
isnt that bad, but, ader pelik siket.crapps!
lols.

try it.
you never know,
he/she can be cute?

ok.
we had a salleh's bday celebration yesterday.
rushed myself to buy him a cake.
at secret recipe.
it was huge laa ehk!
the decoration are gorgeously done!
love it.

headed to workplace.
and surprised!
we sang him a bday song,
kat depan counter jugak!
since his doing pm shift.
wad to do.

the cake was nice!
chocolate indulgence!
its layered with white and and some dark chocolate.
yummy!

we took some picture.
some?
alot!
esp on that bday man!
psssttt, he's 30.
but well of course,
he's 21 to us!

[ get married and have kids ok? ]

he also sempat to colet the cake at,
farhanah's and my face!
aper lagi,
bday man pon kene,
tpi kat telinga.
tak puas tu kene ngn kak nana agaknyer.
lols.

so,

we went home together.
u know ,
me, farhanah and bday man.
a.k.a salleh.

and thanks to me for jumbling the words around.
" what you buy your father for?"

tk ker kelakar!
they both laughed like hell lah!

what i was trying to ask salleh was,
''what did you buy for your father?"
since it is dad's bday as well.
words turns out to be jumbling!
lols.

we took the train.
and this bday man tak habes dgn ,
" joo koon2, joo koon2".
mcm cheering laa ehk.

takper.
aku kene lagy,
[farhanah pasang telinga] - lols.

im asking him,
"you taking which train?"
dgn suka hati nyer, dier menjawab,
"MRT".
farhanah aper lagi,
gelak ah.
but its sounds sense enuff,
cumer, question aku jer beloh.
:]

[ the cake is super huge ok! ]

[ the hospi staff ]

besides,
im die-ing wanting to go Sentosa!
so do boyfriend and girlfriend.
plan to go picnic on the 16th.

its gonna be uber FUN!
doing what have missed,
do stupid things togther,
talking craps!
[probably that will be me and julie]
our boyfriends probably talks about n.s

i wanna bring sandwiches!
finger food!
then i'll ask me and bf's cute nenek to cook fried rice for us.

shall bring games?
i'll go find my frezebee.

wooh!
im so EXCITED!
:]

tak perlu sak!

2009-05-02T17:58:00.001+08:00

im alredy well dressed,
beh cancel.
kow!
peh binget siak.
salahkan aku, aku perangai.
kalau nk kuar ngn kawan go ahead, aku tknk ikot.
kalau tkder kawan, aku go teman.
tk fhm bahasa melayu?

bebual tamil pon chantek ahr ehk.!

red dot to an orange dot?!

2009-04-30T18:28:00.004+08:00

oh dear!
who's the culprit bring this penyakit?
pigs!

the other time was chicken.

oh no!
workplace has been doing some shifting laa.
and thanks im doing pm.
it means, from 1.30pm to 6.30pm.

gerek memang gerek butden,
manpower kurang ahr.
and most importantly,
collegues have to be separate.
half in da morning,
half in da afternoon.

sesapa buat pagy tu, senyum selalu laa ehk.
mentang2 balik pkol 1.30.
tapi mata maintain ok, time pagy tuh.

besides,
temperature taking will be taking place,
at the entrance.
what if a groups comes in?
aiyoh!

boyf lagi kat camp!
wahduh!
the train, buses, schools!
but, dissapointed ahr.

i wanna move laa.
go italy ker,
melbourne ker.
less penyakit.
yer ker?

and im uberly scared!

and this gf, pi mkn angin plak.
sini dah serious nie.
julie balik cepat!!!!!

let us pray this flu will go away.

And ouh wants to knoe who spread it?
yeah sure,
it is,
[drum-roll]

well of course im joking.

this boy over here, probably healthy and clean.

duhr!

mcm gini sundal pon ader? kimak!

2009-04-29T16:13:00.002+08:00

pls be aware that today post,mostly vulgarities.
underaged are not advisable to read.
Thank you.

enough from getting scolding from you 2.
fine. can accept.
but from one of you i couldnt.
why?!
thanks to you, for assigning me now at those slacking places.
fucked up!
kau mane nyer chibai sakk?!

kau pikir kiter semua diam,
kau bleh pijak per?!
pundek ahr!

you know what?
one day,
when i really blows out.
you gonna get from me, just me and my big fucking dirty mouth.
get it?!
so aware.
be very aware.

beh ku dgr criter,
kau nk kutok org.
beh kau pikir kau lawa sesangat per.
dasar org maner, nk comment org lain plak?
kpla kons sial.

jgn nk kerek setinggi depan puan besar ahr.

kau tak perlu tinggi kan sesuara ahr.
TAK PERLU.

kalau aku dah benci kau,
hahaha, jgn sampai ku upload gambar kau kat sini ahr ehk.

bukitans!
fuck off!

Thanks boyfriend for manja-kan me :]

2009-04-26T16:40:00.003+08:00

yesterday, 25 April.

went out with boyfriend of course.
spending time with him.
he expect me to accompany him to soccer training in da morning.
but due to kemalasan aku,
i refused to go.
im like so tired and moody these days.

so, meet him in the afternoon.
and of course he's trying his best to layan my karenah.
like i said, im not in da mood.
grumpy grumpy grumpy.

he decide to go seoul garden for lunch.
since i haven't had any food for my tummy.
but i dont really like seoul garden.
unless my mood wants me to have it.
and its crowded too.

breeks is where we had our lunch.
he had a spaghetti.
and i got myself a melted cajun chicken.
ouh. damn im dreaming of it!
boyfriend was shocked that i ate it all up,
which i used to, likes to waste food.
lols.

after lunched,
boyfriend die2 wanna play pool with me.
which i sucks at it.
tapi regret jugak tk go.
booo!!

but we went to watch movie instead.
and again, he die2 wanna watch ghost movie.
which is, " jgn tegur"
ok, i know.
you ppl who knew me, might be saying,
" huh? liyana tgk criter hantu? biar betik?"
yah yah yah.
its true laa k.

we went in five minutes late though.
dahlah ku tk npk.

kaki abang2 yg cek terlanggar tu,
cek mintak maaf laa noh.
gelap sesangat.
cek tak nampok.
:]

sound effect jer, memeranjatkan.
ku ingatkan, boyfriend nie berani laa sgt.
dier kat sebelah tutup mata mcm aku laa ehk?
astaufirlaa.
tu part klakar.
i keep on laughing at him.
guess what he said,
" i tak expect criter nie mcm nie seram seh!"

i laugh like hell laa.
but some parts of the show, funny ahr.
the whole theatre laugh.
suker makcik2 kat depan tu.

at the end of the show,
i think back and say to boyf,
"title ngn criter takder link ehk b?"
seriously, no link.

we wanted to watch 17 again.
which i wanted it badly.
but its started when we end our show.
so takkan nk kejarkan agy show.
cancelled.
we headed down to girlfriend home.
since she got kenduri.
we took the bus.
so we can kill time.

reached he place.
she and her boyf,
wasnt at home.
baby kat pintu dah terpeluk aku.
rindu jugak ahr kiter.

then julie arrived.
then i was there, and we hugged!!
its like millions month tak jumpa siak!
really.
i do mish her ok!
stupid childish thingy we had.
dumb.

we talk.
gf, me and baby.
baby tak habes ngn you-know-who.
sheihk dier kebas plak tu.
hmph!

i went home early though.
i am really tired!
boyf sent me home.
took the cab.
bukan selalu boyf kasi muker kat aku.
betol betol betol?

then he rush himeself to meet jaz and taufiq.

but im already gone off to my dreamland.

and of course.
happy anniversary to julie and naz.
future policeman i guess?
lols. kecoh.

today,26 April.

i wasnt expect to hear this kinda news!
thanks to her !
is like omfd.
sucha pain in my ass sia.
i thot she was nice friend.
but, this is what happen.
seriously tk perlu siak!

sepatut kah aku berbual ngn dier habis habisan?
if not it will effect the others?
dont you think so?

and ouh.
i wanna go for relaxing time.
boyf plan to go sentosa and book hotel.
next month on the 15 and 16.
dont think durty ok.
i need time to cure my mind.
thinking to much.
right?
but see how it goes.
expenses everything??

and im like doing dieting laa now.
trying my best not to eat rice.
heavy laa.
buying sports shoe.
hopefully upcoming payday.
i'll ask julie to tag along with me.
then we can have a ayam penyet time.
tempting!
lols.
i wanna start jogging at my house area.
probably ?

hmmms......

dear GOD. what should i do? do u think im strong enough to face all this challenges?

2009-04-23T18:27:00.002+08:00

today is the day
where dad and mum, divorced.
it was such a heartbroken for a moment.
although i wasnt there to watch the scene.
i was working at that particular morning,
when dad texted, " kakak dan adek, kepunyaan papa."

is it really happening?
well, is it really true?
for what ive read?

unfortunately, YES.

i was happy at a moment.
when dad called,
i start to leak like a pipe.
lotsa thing running in my mind.

boyfriend in camp.
so, farhanah, the person to talk it out with.
i was crying like hell.
( although i gotta good make-up done today)

she came and sat beside me.
talking to me.
then naz came,
and both of them start to accompany and talk to me.

and naz keep saying,
"its not the end of everything".

and as for farhanah,
she said,
"you still have friends who support you, a father,a brother and a lovely boyf."

which i think,
what both of them said is true.

but,
will my mom love me as she used to?
50 percent may be a ,NO.
why?
she do all bad stuff on me.
and hurts me badly.

another half of me,
a mom.
which mother doesnt love her kids?
afterall she the one giving birth.

majorities of you may be asking?
why Liyana follow her dad instead of her mom?

here's the reason why,
just one answer , answers to all.
HE SUPPORT AND ALWAYS ENCOURAGE ME WITH WHAT IM DOING.

as for mum,
never.
lotsa apportunities i let it go just like that,
well of course woth her No(s) and dont(s).

the other is,
it her BIRTHDAY, yesterday.
and today, marked out, she lost her kids.
sad isnt it?
if it happens to me,
i feel the same way too.

dad do also told me,
she gossips about me and my brother with my uncle earlier on.
at court.
like, "stupid for following their father and they will regret"/

do you think i am?
i dont think so.
well for now.
boyf is fine dad too.

its just not about strict or something.
its about how she treated me.
well, some of you might probably knows what she had done.

i tried to be strong.
i just couldnt face the challenge,
thats all.

and i even couldnt face her at home.

will she talks to me?

will she wake me up?
although sometimes not.

all ????? is in my head.
asking me How?.

but i do believes,
their seperation is the happiness for us.

maybe gimme somtime on my own.
probably could handle it.

Random-izer ; post for dearest farhanah mohid. :]

2009-04-20T12:46:00.000+08:00

this random thingy majorities happens to me and my collegue, Farhanah.

1stly, i almost step on a milipede,
mati mati member kata tu centipede.
tk ker jauh beza?

2nd,she says, 'merdeka is a word for malaysia'
which is not true.
(no wonder la,lelaki tadik pabggil kau org malaysia moy!)

3rd,a man came towards her and said that,
"are you from malaysia?"
tak ker klkar?. jauh nah malaysia member tercampak?
dah tu takper.
berbual mcm dah lama kenal plak tu.
promote press kit lagi?
kesian member.

4th, i have this what they called panic disorder.
which i really believes its true.
so, yeah.Farhanah nie plak tanya aku question when im doing somthing.
so tkleh concentrate.
aper yg dier tnyer semua aku 'hhmm'.

readers, dnt get it?.
just ignore.
jgn layan ke-belo-an aku nie.

and ouh.
i wore skirt today.
random sekali kn?
as if i gotta date like that.

and i guess i look good with it.
thanks for mr.boyf who bought me that skirt.
cant wait to show him laa sehh.
lols.

congrats to mr.boyf who passed his shooting exam.
[bang bang!!]

does the word ' bastard n btchs ' affect you readers?

2009-04-17T10:30:00.003+08:00

some people will say, yes.
and some will likely say, no.
and that becos they dont terasa.

you know wad happens when the other person ate a chilli,
but another will feel the spicyness ryte?

whats the use of blog?

letting out my feeling to feel better.
share storys abot weird stuff and whatever so on.

can do anything u want rite?
somthing like a diary but u shared?
precisely.

but when a stalker, or hater came.
they simply dint think what they doing.

1st of all, reading blogs without saying hello to passby?
2nd, feeling unhappy with what the blogger wrote on his/her blog.
3rd, starts to think negative.whenever blogger mentioned
bastard/bitch or calling names, they think,is them?
lastly, the drama starts to play.

hating and using harshed words on each other begins.

in my opinion is,
why acting that way?
blogger doesnt mention ure name,
and start to accused the blogger with sarcastic words.

the other thing,
blogger have the right to do anithing with his/her blog.
theyre creating it.
theyre words.
its not that majorities of blogger mention their haters name
on their blog?

maybe a portion of them.

well, if i have haters and stalker.
which i knoe there must be ,
ure misunderstanding me.
when someone is angry,
all those mean words came out.
rite?
dunt tell me everone doesnt have this feeling?
im sure did.

think about it.
gimme ure thots.

2009-04-15T11:59:00.006+08:00

HAPPY 16MONTHSARY TO ME AND BOYFRIEND!
yeapps, 1 yr 4 mth alredy!
and ofcourse, bf has been the one wish me first.
he always remember about it.
ILOVEYOU MD SALIHIN! VERY MUCH OK!
[ winksx ]

and so,
im gonna make a short update on whats happening few days back.
went out shopping of course!
bf treats!
and i got my nike bag!
happy giler!
he even bought me a skirt.
cute laa.
but ive no idea what to wear with.
oh dear.

and yeapps,
ive been spending 4 days with boyfriend and friends.
1st day, bf just fetch me only.
go makan and stuff.
sent me home as usual.

day 2,
were much fun.
tetapi, liyana takder, camp.
so, me,bf,jaz and fiq.
we had pastamania.
and shop for my stuff.

day 3,
we went bowling!!
fun laa k!
i dint know fiq was so that so called PRO laa.
atleast i got 2 strike ok.
[ insert laugh ]

and ohh!
i bought bf a a wallet.
passport wallet kind.
errmmm...
well actually i bought the wrong one.
nak surprise nyer pasal.
but bf says, nice.
and like it so much.
:]

and i got this pair of heels too,
im finding maroon one, but no hab.
:(

i had fun!!

actually kan,
ku malas nk update byk2.
lols.

magic friends! :]

2009-04-09T11:23:00.003+08:00

i am so excited!
meeting bf later on.
fetching me, and go shopping together!

thots of going manicure.
cute kan!

3 days from today,
im gonna spend time time with bf!
shopping, catch movies,lunch, dinner and shopping again!

weeehhh!!

besides,
went out with beloved friends 2 day back.
it was a fun,great and humourous time we had!
david archuleta nyer pasal laa nie!
it was so crowded!
turns up,
sarah and myself play arcade.
just to get the twisties cracker.
dumb, i know,
but it was fun.
apek also layan us ahr!
muahaha.
kawan sarah agaknyer.
:]

myrul and atit dunno where.
must be missing in da crowd.
muahaha.
they said,
they say julie and naz.
ok, thats weird.
i dint bump into them pon?
but instead,
bump ino fauzie laily and khairul anwar.
besttbudds sakk.

yeahh.
we went makan,coffeebean.
SMALL shopping.
:]

and chilled then go home.
fun fun fun!

money!

2009-04-07T18:35:00.002+08:00

pay day!

cepat kn?
wuhoo!
best nak mampos!
bonus agy!.
but bonus blom masok.
but takper, gaji ader sudah!

nak shopping nie!
tapi wait bf!
must must.
i wanna buy him a perfume,
but he insist.
mates pantang nmpk perfume and anithing new.

haahaaha.

"gaji dah masok? ok. suker ehk?
nanti kiter kluar we go buy your nike bag ok?
i belikan u"

touching kan?
:]

aku senyum kat mata skrg nie.
but im gonna get heels and shimmer now!
important.
important la sesangat.

best nyer!
ok,
im meeting the clan now,
myrul,atit and sarah!

sarah- starkarrat for today.
muahahaha!

:]

kerana INSECT, RIUH SE-FLAT!!

2009-04-05T18:16:00.004+08:00

i dont know why,but erm,im abit seleng bin nger yesterday.

i used shampoo as my body foam,
and i used my body foam as my shampoo?
wad on earth am i thinking,Liyana?

ok, early in the morning,wait, infact damn, early.
i woke up excitedly,
for the brand new me.
dah ber-azam,
ber-tekad,
ber-ubah,
ber-taubat? , insyallah. :]

so yeah,due to my kepandaian,
my phone timing salah laa ehk.
instead of 7, i woke up at 6,
which its the actual timing at my living room.
pfft!

i couldnt continue my b-e-a-youtifool sleep,
decided to prepare myself,do some ironing and everithing.
happy2 laa .

then, there's grasshopper laa ehk?
kacau steam.
gabrah siak!
insects, creepy crawlys.
and sumore, grasshopper.
u knoe malay,they say this and that,
what? peleset?

so yeah,troubling myself again,
panick nk mampos!
quite huge ok!
and its so BRIGHT green!
ngeri!!

and i lost it out of sight,
kelam kabot kuar member,
close all room's doors.
and brother enjoy his sleep laa!
-.-!!

and so,
i reached work genap 8.30am,
8.30am!!
and what am i supposed to do again?
o.O?!

i did half day work only,
and bf has been accompanied me through and fro.
here and there.
i had a GREAT time with him for the past 2 days!

so loving2.
lotsa mushy mushy stuff.
haahaahaa!

nenek cooked, mee soto on friday night when i fetched bf,
sedapp!!!!!!!!
she's like my second best chef!
but ofcos, dad's comes first.
:]

spending my day at his house on friday,
today, did manage to watch him played soccer match.
and they lost this time.4-1?
they won the other time, 3-1.

and bf injured on 1st half!
oh my poor bf!
on the other hand,
padan muka!
dah tau injured kat camp,
lagy nk main match.
hpmh!!

make new friend with a sec 4 girl.
and she thought im a smoker??
-.-
we chittychatty.fun laa!

ouh yeah before that,we went to his OTHER nenek nyer umah.
at tampines.she's funny i tell you.
she talks to me like as if know me for so long alredy?
abg wan is there.
Arep,late, bas berasap?!?!
lols.
and what's with the "kurang sopan" ehk Arep?.
ader jer tau.

after the whole match,we went back to bf's home.at pasir ris.
im like already tanning for free laa!
scorching hot!!

theres centipede sumore.
2 of them!
and hard enough to die!

i dint eat the whole day,from morning, till like 5.30? 6pm?
im uber hungarey!
and bf and i had the same thots of having cup noodles!
romantic laa tu mkn mee segera.
and its cheap and sedapp!!!
kan bf, kan?

then slack,all the way sampai lepas mahgrib.
bf wants to sent me home.so yeah,
we had a bus ride.
turns out,dua2 penat, ter-tidor kejap.
yawn!!

im so happy!
spending my life with boyfriend!
ouh dear, iloveyouu! :]

good friday,
ms liyana sajupri wanna go out.
mahu kemana yeahh?
i'll make sure farhanah tag us along.

this coming tuesday,
outing with the clan,
myrul,sarah,maybe tingting partner pon ader.
and i gotta BIG evil plan!
shall we people?

and ouh,
im gonna mish boyfriend for another week.
but his coming back on thursday instead!!
yaho0o!!!!!!

and nike bag, im gonna get yah!
bf's treat kan bf?
kan?kan?kan?
:] ( grinsx )

pictures;

spot him! :]

Irra ! topless, sexay!

imisshh boyfriend! :(

turns out,blurr!

go to hell grasshopper!

muahahahah!!

i mish boyfriend!

wth? why me?!

2009-04-02T18:55:00.002+08:00

i felt so fsxcked up!
why?
although this ppl are not blaming me,
but they are seriously finding my faults and everything.
sneak and watch me through cctv sumore.
what? stalking? on me?
who the hell ure thinking that i might took the float money?!
huh?!
you ask me as if like a CID.!
ouh goodness gracious siak!

everithing is so bias to me now.
claiming of leave(s), coming late, and some other stuff!

first,
im being scolded badly for being late,
and when the others came late, or not doing their job or whatsoever,
you close one eye?!
its unfair for me.
im not gonna point out their names just to sabotage ok!
im being nice and you pathetic step on me?!

when i took leave(s),
lotsa question u ppl asked.
why? when? what? where?
others, you just fine with it?

now,
this money thing cause,

when i do something nice,
you dont even notice,
cuber kalau pompan tu buat,
wah! angkats sak!

urgh!

if you wanna continue this, fine.
you'll see how i do it my way then.

thanks to you and you and you!

ishk! buat malu ajer.

2009-03-30T15:43:00.005+08:00

been bit busy lately.

going out with Amirul and Sarah,
Devi's Wedding,outing with Liyana and Jaz,
and of course, fun time with boyfriend!

cant remember what day it is,
met myrul and sarah, at vivo.
so HAPPY giler to meet sarah i tell you.

we bought food from 7-11,
since they cant decide what to eat,
as i am dieting that day.

and as i can see,
the having some communication problems.
BIG problem.
im trying to help,
and they do want my help.
butda..
the charle's angels giving me excuses.

like im working,
i need to go back to school for meeting.
and blah blah blah.

they are totally crapps i tell you.
people change you know ,
but it simply simple just to talk it out,
then running away. isnt it?.

plan A. ruined.
feel like bursting out a harshed sms on them,
shall i?

too much "girlicious" huh?
yeah too much of girl stuff enough.

okay,will settle that for sure.

besides, i had fun laughing with them!

i went to fetch boyfriend the other day.
since, morning i dint get the chance to go work.
my gum swollen and everything.
urgh!-

went CCK.
and im late.
oh dear.

his uniform were so big,
and his pants were baggy.
dah mcam budak skola.
and his huge bag,
boleh simpan mayat kat dalam ah!
its so funny!
and he look so tired.
poor boyfriend.

he told me he lost weight.
duhr!-
how can i not possibly tell?
so obvious.

went back to his home.
nenek was like,
"eh, tak kerja ehk?"
lols. mcm tau ajer.

Irra cut her hair short.
cute laa hor.
and she got a tooth growing infront,
like bern's.

Mamat ader siket malu,
pasal tk pakai baju.
hahaha!
"eh, asal tk bilang dier ader?"
-covering his chest.
haahahha!

nenek cook,daging rendang or something.
sedap lahh !!!!!
but i cannot eat the the daging!
nenek force to eat though.
so jamah. tak baik kata nyer.

boyfriend just smile,
you can tell his evil thots inside.
:]
rytte?

the next day,
it was devi's big day!
her wedding.
it held at our workplace itself.
rent spaces free doks.
decorating simple and nice!

and even her appearance to the crowd was best enough laa.
been guard by the suites,
sara, abg mas, sallehudin, errr... the other one?? ________
i forgot whoever he is.
:]

all hospi turns up except, ct and shamini.
Salleh sick, so he went home early first.

the foods were nice.
butda, i cant enjoy it that well.

overall, best!
and devi look gorgeous!
really.

and ouh,
fana, bring someone along.
BERJAYA!
and, chatty jugak mamat tu yg selama nie,
ku ingatkan pendiam.
:]
suker suker suker, behalf kau! (u know who u are)

met Liyana and Jaz after that night.
:]
kecoh as usual.

and i simply cat believe my eyes what ive just saw earlier on.
wanna knoe wad, ask me. ok?

salleh.handsome.tapi sayang dahh ___. lols.

my cute boyfriend. :] love!

fana and ahmad :]

Christian Lacroix The Costumier Exhibition.

2009-03-25T14:56:00.003+08:00

i was bored the whole day, yesterday.
decided to drop by workplace
to check out the new exhibits.
there's alots of things ive to update myself.
and lots and lots of mail ive got.
majorities, Junks. :]

i went off with Fana.
we went for dinner.
at bugis, banquet.
we had yong tau fu.
yeah, i ate slower than i used to.
chew on only one side?
its not that possible to enjoy food isnt it?

me and Fana have a evil thots!
which actually, Fana's idea.
lols.
but i like it!
so when the hell is she gonna start?
i wonder how the MSN thingy going on?
haahaahaa!

omg.
someone looks totally the perfect partner for her!
nevermind Fana.
i will help you.
*evil look.

and ouh we burst out loud laughing when i saw someone,
look alike, Siow Lee.
haahaahaa!!

besides,
i cant wait for tomoro!
taking off the stitches!
and finally i can eat real solid food.

wait,
im dieting.
lols.

workmates keep saying,
im loosing weights.
ok, maybe.
thats wad boyfriend said too!
*senyum sampai kat mata :]

ok.enough talking.
take a look at the pictures which i took from the exhibits.
interested?
come on down!
free for students too!
i bet all art students will love it laa.
:]

they even have a activity corner for kids and adults.

im sure its gonna be great.

wait a second.

im not letting you people see more!
why not just come down?
if you see me around the museum,
dont be shy to approach and say a friendly Hello and,
you might get the chance to see CHRISTIAN LACROIX for FREE!
terms and conditions apply of course.

*wink. :]

from boys to mans :]

2009-03-22T11:33:00.007+08:00

damn. its boring sunday.
and boyfriend doesnt want me to send him to camp
BECOZ.
he's going with his bunch of new friends by van.
or if not by bike.
yeah3.
tell me about it.

its pathetic.
its like,
bila aku kerja, suruh ku antar,
bila tk kerja, nk pi ngn kawan.
pffftt!
yeah3. WATEVER.

and im being so grumpy these days.
PMS.
besides,

people making me mad.
especially at work few days back.
F.diey should know wad i mean.

surgery dint goes badly as i thot so.
it went well.
its just a few stitches on my right bottom gum.
infact thers a hole.
a hole??. ryte.
and my cheek swollen.
which Jaz says,
"Liyana u look tembam ehk?"

waddah?
it swollen. hello.

yeah, i went out with them.
who?

Liyana,Jaz,Taufiq,boyfriend and myself.
but Taufiq went home earlier on,
gastric pain.
Ouch!

so, left with the four of us.
boyfriend bought a sport shoe.
and im getting one too, soon.
plan to start jogging.
after work with workmates or something.

we had a KFC.
and i had mash potato ONLY.
yeahh,ONLY.
while the rest happily have a nice burgers!
hey, its really hard to chew somthing only on one side ok.
infact, i dunt want anithing stuck on my gum.

we headed to suntec.
dad and adeq were there.
but they went home early.
so, as usual.
Jaz went to buy some powder,perfumes
watever a man needs in camp.

Lucky, boyfriend doesnt have to buy all those stuff.
he's cute granny probably have packed for him.
:]

besides, they even buy a peanuts to do some chewing.
thanks to boyfriend,
sardine-ly asked,
"u nak?"

well, boyfriend looks a bit thinner.
well i repeat, a bit.
not much.
and i realised i got a flat stomach too.
well a bit.
since after the surgery,
i dint eat well,
and infact before surgery,
i started to worried so much that i barely eat.
hahahaha.

ouh yeahh, boyfriend keep telling he's experience in camp??
poor taufiq have to bare it.
matter infact all of us has to listen to him.
even Jaz.
lols.

its fun though.
all the gays.
and teletubbies?
i bet he's dipsy alrite.
fat and always with a hat.
ryte?
lols

we went home after that though.
boyfriend already feel sleepy.
haahaaahaa.
lights off kaper bf?
lols.

its a great day.
crazy day.
esp me and liyana,
going round and round to find toilet.
lols.
bladder burst.

give boyfriend a massive hug.
and i missed boyfriends kisses on my cheek.
which i got one yesterday.
ooohh-

about the surgery,
brother took a video of the surgery.
better not post it,
all the ooOzzy blood,
the materials,
the drills.
eugh!

ok im done blogging for today,
some pictures to view instead? :]

im gonna mish boyfriend for another week

& im going to be a dead bored at home till thursday?
and thursday, its time for me to be nervous again?
coz dr wanna took of the stitches? and i got another two
wisdom tooth to be remove!

alaah, tk serik pon!
hahaha!

yeahh my love one!.cute eyh?.i told you he gotta evil ear or should i say elf? heehee
and ouh, its our 15monthsary on this month date 15. cool huh?

the gerek clan. :]

my wisdom tooth. big eyh? yeahh, tell me about it.

selenger nk mampos!

2009-03-17T15:07:00.002+08:00

okay im so selenger today,
why?
i brought 2 umbrella and
wore slipper but forget my shoes!
why the hell im so clumsy and forgetful.

besides,
mens at camp are counting down to go home,
meanwhile im counting down to my VERY BIG DAY.
SURGERY!

yeahh, i feel excited!
and uber scared.
okay, berkecamok hati guek.

lets drop the subject.

i went out with ATIT yesterday.
GEREK!.
ha, yerlaa,
dier tunggu orang, orang tunggu dier jugak.
but he came first, for the first time?
lols.

we headed to admiralty,
to get myself a lens.
then headed to town.
mcm biasa, lepak!

I LOVE GOING OUT WITH HIM LAA!

he can control your budget when goes shopping.
supportive huh?

and I MISS BOYFRIEND.
its been a week since not met.
duhr-.

anyway, i wanna ngecek boyfriend for the Nike Bag i saw yesterday.
LAWA GILER SAKK!

its like the one ive been finding for.
alaa, tk mahal, only 90 dollars ajer.
due to surgery, burn duit aku untuk shopping.
but i got myself a wallet and lense dint i??

(tak complete rasanyer kalau tk buy aper2 kan kan kan???)

its already 15month together with boyfriend,
15monthsary on the date 15? gerek nyer!!
suker suker suker!!

boyfriend's voice change.
Garang dokks.

tetap sayang!
everynite he called me.
sweet or wad.
although his battery went flatt,
he borrowed member punyer.
sweeet kan??
:]

(satu dua satu dua!! - only certain ppls knows what it means)

hahahaha!

he injured as well.
ouh dear.poor boyfriend.

(boyfriend,aru satu minggu dah jatoh?
weak ahrr. kata abg polisi?)
:]

work are okay okay nyer case.
and SALLEH'S BACK!
(with a brand new tracks?)

he seems cheerful then before.
aniway welcome back.

i'll end my post here.
update more soon okay.

cant wait to meet boyfriend!
love sesangat. :]

2009-03-11T19:58:00.002+08:00

okay okay
i know i know.
apology for not updated.

lotsa of thing have been going.

tour guide will be starting by the end of April.
yet, some of slacking all the way, not that prepared.
except for someone laa.

(name not to be mention)

2nd thing is that i dint go for Devi's bangles night.
so so sorry.

besides all that,
boyfriend went to NS yesterday!!
damn! im like crazy without him laa.
lovebirds should know how it feels.
i dint send him coz,
1st nenek and his aunt sending,
so 2 tickets taken.
and im like meet them at C.C.K only?
btw, he ask me to stay home instead,
dunt waste my money and all dat.
its okay with him.
he called at 7 plus yesterday night.
and that was his first call.
he called me three times.
so yeahh, atleast i hear his voice dint i?
and so,
he's BOTAK! . lols.
:]

its over for counting down to his n.s
now, im counting down for my tooth surgery.
it killing me you know.
especially taking all the chewy food.
its like 9 more days?

boyfriend book out on the afternoon on the same day
so, i dint get the chance to fetch him or somthing.
i will be suffering from pain at home.
boohoo.

okay,
thats all nothing much though.
but err..

i really really really,
million times missing boyfriend!
cant wait to meet him.
:]

2009-02-24T15:12:00.001+08:00

i love you NENEK SALIHIN!!

ok random!

haahaa.

but, she's nice laa.

cute miut samore!

ola!

2009-02-20T19:46:00.002+08:00

im back!

but, some touch up to be done here.
update soon ok.
lotsa things going on.
:]

and i dunno how to start.
oh well, soon.

and and and.
insyallah cita2 aku akan tercapai.
:]

French Teachers?

2009-02-07T15:38:00.003+08:00

for god sake ure a teacher from france?

and u act like a dog!

whats the attitude mother fucker?!

sessunguh nyer kau CHIBAI!

art museum, art museum ahr.

nie bukan bapak korang nyer museum aper.

beh nak bentak2 ngn aku.

cb!

ku per heran kalau kawan kau dtg sini masok free.

do u think i care?

anione cn make story fucker.

duhr-.

nenek aku pon pnah pi france ahr.

can trusted anot?

wth ahr!

dlm list takder kata, korng masok free ehk.

tolong ehk.

so what if collegue aku kasi masok free?!

beh pape,boss tnyer aku mati ahr?

chibai!

perangai take care siots.

muker mintak kene slam siakk!

btw, f.diey,

u know who is that person.

terlalu baik aper.

" u know who "

sial ahr.

Labels: french teachers acting like a FSXER? FSXK OFF.

2009-01-31T02:17:00.006+08:00

looks familiar eyh?
duhr! boyfriend is in the middle!
thanks to Zanna who comment on one of this guy picture,
(name not mention)
to Zanna: pandai2 kau figure out laa ehk pantat. :]
caught this picture while viewing.
so it means,
my friend's friend is boyfriend's friend aka classmate?
lols. aniway,
its a SMALL world.
:]

ouhyahh,
we were talking about boyfriend's birthday present this year,
at Julie's place earlier on.

Julie: "In,bday kau, kau mintak Liyana aper?"
Boyfriend: " tak laa ku tak mintak aper2".

dalam hati aku like,
"wah! bagos!? i thot he would ask me for something?".

then..
Boyfriend: "ehk, ader ahr actually".

dalam hati aku kata lagi,
"alamak! dah agak daa,sheesh"

Julie:"apa sak kau mintak?"

Boyfriend:" dier takder lelaki lain biler aku masok camp nanti."

i was like,-woah!
omg. im so touched!
really!!
i dint expect him to say that.
cos we're not that romantic.
only somtimes when in da mood.
gila-gila-beyloh-beyloh kinda.

and of course,
present is supposed to be surprised.
not tell.
o.O?

omg,
damn,
i can feel it how it will be when he's in camp.
shooottt!
im so gonna mish him badly,
celebrate oure 1yr3mth alone sumore!

Labels:small world.indeed ; ilovemdsalihin!

home alone with boyfriend :]

2009-01-28T20:37:00.007+08:00

spending time with him was great pleasure.

we play games.

watch movie on my laptop.

chitty-chatty alot.

asking me/him this and that.

we went out to buy lunch together.

had lunch at home together,

watching tv.

tickling each other.

and some other stuff, gf bf did.

besides,

my head are killing me.

it was fine when i took my migrane pills.

but it came back in the evening.

and ohh.

dint attend work today.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY XX, beautiful Assistant Manager.

Salleh decide we take course together.

which that will be great.

maybe in British Council again???

he decides to ITE.

but, ITE??? hmm.

its like the same course i took before!

aniway,

both ways,

company's paying for it.

so,yeahh.

2nd day of CNY,

was like hell!!

alot people i tell you.

i can faint sakk!

and besides,

i had alot of FUN few days back,

with boyfriend's friends!

their are so SUPER KECOH!

dengan Liyana , who's abit blur.

Jazli, with his worryness.

Taufiq, with his jokes and suke nyakat orang AND,

spotting people mistakes!

had a great night with them.

dad decides to celebrate boyfriend bday, at the beach,

go on a fishing at night.

its sounds fun!

cant wait.

ouh gosh!

its gonna be our valentines day, 1yr 2mth anniversary too!!

cant wait cant wait cant wait!!!

Labels : Fun!

2009-01-24T22:58:00.009+08:00

Dear Mom,

im sorry for not being a good daughter & theres always a reason why.

yeahh, i know, granny was in a bad state. fever? or other sickness.

i do care. but i cant visit her. why?

1) ive tried to be nice with you and ure family, but terrible mistake done by you,

remember?, you try to kill ureself on 1st day of raya just becos adeq doesnt want

to tag along?, thats where ure siblings starts to hate dad. but in the other hand,

you created it. you make me cry like mad, shouted your name from my room,so that you wont jump down the building, and forgetting ALLAH at that night, while bf and gf having

a great Raya.

2) how am i to face uncle when he stay with granny. & obviously,

i dont want him to ask me lotsa question. afterall, i hate him. and

he hates dad.

3)you cry, and makes me worried. you told me u have a sickness,

but you wouldnt wanna share. tell me, what am i supposed to do?

just wait till ure siblings blame me and says,

"kau anak perompan ha, anak yg tua pon tk tau jaga mak?"

is it all my fault?you talk out your problem, cry but you dont wanna share.

you kick me out from house,saying you dunt wanna me to come back,

but you keep calling my cellphone and make my friend into trouble.

and i brought you a bouquet of flower for mothers day

which i throw to the bin atlast.

you call me pig and slap me hard on my cheek that hurts for few days,

and pretend it wasnt your fault.

you dont appreciates my bday wish for you on your bday.

you promise me this and that,but you break it.

i wasnt supposed to be here struggling to work, just to get cash for my

own expenses and now to help dad with bills. which you dunt even care.

i wanna go to school. like my friends.and im only eighteen. nineteen to

be this year.

you promise me for 4K for diploma. where isit? you blame me for not

being serious. i am serious. and you just forget it? take back all

your words?

it wouldnt be fair for me,

im your daughter, if you still know im your daughter.

how could you possibly give 5K to someone not your family?

wouldnt it be unfair for me?

afterall,

dad has been supporting me.

and encouraging me.

to look at the bright side.

and so do my bf, gf and closest friends.

now, im alone with her,

dad and adeq away.

just look at me.

theres always something would happen.

what can i do, crying.

sobbing everytime i had a hard time with you.

complaining to my closest ones.

but its still hurts mom.

yes, i used to LOVE YOU MORE THAN DAD.

but not now.

im hurt.

hurt by you.

and somtimes,

i look back, i do pity you. infact, dad feel the same way.

you being lonely.

me and adeq wouldnt care about you more than dad.

wouldnt laugh with you.

dint hang out together.

and dont even watch teevee together.

yeahh.

i am a victim.

by a ruined family.

sometimes,

i just want to be like Kak Ani, my cuzzy.

leaving in peoples country,

here and there,

china, canada, australia..

away from family.

and yeahh,

she gotta good career which earns alots.

but yet remember her home.

and she gotta ruined family too.

and sometimes,

i feel that dying is better than leaving,

if only i could predict my future.

yet i have already imagine things on my future.

scary i supposed.

people might say, is not too late for a change.

but, if you were my place,

you dont even care to make the changes,

coz you will knoe how stubborn mom is and patience dad is.

afterall,

ive seen all drama.

dad seek forgiveness and wants her to come back,

she insist.

but why my dad do that?

it isnt he's fault anyway,

because he knows, he got a 2 children

Labels : tell me why.

2009-01-17T22:32:00.003+08:00

yesterday - 160109
was indeed a great and humourous day!

work?
me and farhanah and salleh went off at 4pm.
tak ke HAPPENING??!!
why??
we have to go ACM.
yeahh, its like my 52381430 times already.
sebab ku malas nk kerja so baik aku GO!

so, Farhanah first time visit
like duhr-
she so JAKUNZ!
lols.
funny, i tell you.

not only her.
me, with the stupid stuff i do,
the crapping words came out from my BIG mouth!
and keep disturbing Farhanah.
LOLs!!!!!
ouh yeahh,
& Salleh keep laughing at me all the way.
thanks eh!!

i know im being funny.
lols. :]

1st case :
playing with window.
only salleh and me knows wad happen.
and these two stooges [salleh and farhanah ] try to flip the window blind,
without knowing a security watching them behind.
like wth?! lol.

2nd case :
farhanah said, "headphones dorang style ahr!"
but yet dunno how to wear??
is just a headphones lah dey!
haahaaha!!

3rd case:
toilet check.
boss wants to know how's their toilet looks like?
compare to ours.
wth kiran?!
sesungguhnyer kawan ku nie rajin,
pi explore.
pastu mulut takleh shutdown.
she said " ehk kecik ehk toilet dier".
lols!! kekek siak!!
citerkan citer seram, takot.
hahahahaha!!

4th case :
how do you pronounce habitat?
well,
i pronounce as HA-BI-TAT.
malay pronounciations.

this is wad happen,

to my excitement,
i talked loudly and said,
" HA-BI-TAT?? , ha-bi-tat aper sak?"

[ while Salleh & Fana look at me and giggle. ]
- i saw!

&
i still standing infront of the words , figuring it.

30sec gone, finally i said,

"ehk farhanah [ laughing ], am i dumb? pronounce the words,
HA-BI-TAT? kan habitat kan?....siak ahr aku!"

three of us laugh all the way!!

it is stupid ok.
if u people are there, u probably laugh!

besides,
lots of laughing i tell you.
from NMS to ACM.
& think i dint stop talking.
kan farhanah kan?
ader jer ku comment.
lols.

at around 6.15pm
we go back seperate routes.
farhanah, waited her family
mcm buah tak jatoh.
[ buah aper sak? sounds not ryte!]

Salleh,
went back to work.
himself.
:]

& me,
went out with atit!!
last minute outings.
went to bugis NLB.
borrowed a book.
me, not him.
lols.

but the best part is,
we go crazy after the lifts!
we went up and down.
up to 12th floor & down we go!
is like, GILER!

[ wait, i remember bf kentot dlm lift , then ramai nk naek.
i wonder how the people reacts! lols. ]

back to the story,

you people should see how Atit's reactions!
he was SO excited, laughing out loud,
saying crapps,
nk terbang laa,
nk jatoh laa.
high imagination laa deknie!
and his stomach hurts!

infact OUR stomach hurts!
lols!

after the lift-coaster rides,
we jalan2 go Haji Lane situ.
lotsa humans amek opium halal.
sheeshaa.

some promoters giving flyers which i ignored.
daa mcm jual badan. lols.
gelap2 promote aper auntie oi!!.

finally we went to town,
ceneleisure.
had a ljs.
sedappp!!!

but i was paranoid ahr.
binget ngn china girl amek order.
with her chinese/china ascent.
KOW! kene dgr teliti.
i aint being racist here. :]

terok dari pmpan tu pon ku dah mengalami nyer.
sabor jer lerr.
:]

after chillin'
we went back home.
annoying boy playing his toys.
bleh pekak telinga sebelah.
lagu mcm lantern yg ader bunyi2 tu.
berdesing dokk!
then kiter baleks.
daaahH.

today -170109.
slack.
volunteer do the job.

sumone told me before,
" make used of the volunteer when there's volunteer,
dont regret when none of them turn up, then you have to do lotsa jobs"

haahaahhahha!!
:]

anihoos,
& ive been doing my appraisel &
learning korean.

go makan with dad and adeq after work.

bf kluar with alfi and gang.
kalau tak ku dah ikot, Liyana plak takder.
as in not me. another Liyana. :]
heheehe.

there's this YP guy tgok aku makan.
wtf?! nk telan aku per?!
just wait for your food laa,
sampai dad said to me,
"apeenie tgk orang mkn?"

bangla is everywhere!!
mata semua mintak kene colgate sakk!
adeq plak, make racist joke of the day.
"kak, kak tgk byk org tkder kepala, badan jer".
-it was dark at that time, & u knoe wad i mean.

mcm siak kan?!
lols.

dalam bus,
mat melayu nie, tk pernah tgk pompan.
keep turning his head and look at me laa.
pathetic siak orang mcm nie?!
do i look familiar to him, NO!

dahlah kat kerja ku nyayi mcm budak bodoh,
padahal sebelah ader mat berdiri.
thanks!
naseb farhanah tk npk.
if not, she would laugh.
:] heehee.

i see today entries full of malay words!!
like weird like dat!
ok.
:]

ilovemybfmdsalihin!!!!!!!!!!!!
hugs.kiss.go high and lets have sex.
lols. giler!!
sesunnguhnyer TIDAK!
hugs? kiss? ok GO!
iloveyou!
iloveyou!
iloveyou!
[15+12+07+13 times iloveyou!]

Labels: sesungguhnya happening giler!

2009-01-15T02:34:00.002+08:00

Happy 13monthsary to myself and boyfriend.
:]

ok.
boyfriend came my place lately these days.
yeah, take good care of me.
my so personal doctor. uhuhx.
and i felt better now.
thankiu bf. loveyou.

and i cant wait to go back to work!
i missed all bunch of them!
besides, yeow ann is leaving?!
like wth?!.
he's been such a good collegue to0!
ouh dear.
:(

okok.
im done here.
and to adeq,
getwellsoon.
kau plak jangkit aku.
hahahaha!!

Labels : boyfriend ; career

2009-01-10T01:01:00.005+08:00

its already 1.04am
yet i couldnt sleep.
why?
headache.coughing.
even panadols couldnt help.
besides,

Julie's father passed away on 090109,
at 8.33am. at SGH.
its kinda shocked and sad news.
indeed.
yeahh,
ive been there all along.
looking at his condition.
is the most sad part.
and gf, i believe she's strong.
but of course,
his own daughter u know.

looking at her and her family condition,
i couldnt hold back my tears.
and yes, i feel the sadness too.

i hate my mom,
she's like stopping me go to the hospital.
bullshit-!!

to me,
i wanna be there for my girlfriend.
she needs sumone to be with her.
ilove her.
good or bad,
its just that it cant seperate.
u know.

and yeahh.
Alhamdulillah.
sudah selamat dikebumikan.

and so.
im not been to work.
like a week.
i just text each every collegues of mine,
an apology for the troubles.
accept farhanah.
she knows A to Z.

my condition getting worst i tell u.
my headache aint stop.
nose will bleed once im starting to fever.
which once happens at julie's place earlier on.
damn!-

one of julie's cuzzy asking me,
" sakit2 lagy dtg. tkperlaa rehat."
i know im sick.
but i wanna keep myself strong.

anihoos,
bf get on my nerves.
but i try to stay strong.
you tell me girls,
if ure damn sick,
ure guy have a soccer training the next day,
which you also have to go dr,
but, your bf went for the training instead.
how would you feel?

tell me about it k ladies?

to julie,
be strong.
remember what ive told you orytte.
i will always be there for you and your mom.

to baby,
sesungguh nyer i still knot read ure blog.
bacins!
lols.

nazree,
ure one resposible guy ive ever met.
and im glad u found julie. :]

lastly to boyfriend,
im independent.
i can do things on my own now.
its ok with me.
blame me whatever u wants.
by calling me sensitives?
go ahead.ok.
and yes i admit.
im always scold you coz why?
if you aint do nothing wrong,
why did i scold u for?
rite?
do u think im happy?
no.
NO.
its ok.
i respect ure hobby.
soccer and me,
soccer is the choice.
think again.
ive never stopped you from going soccer,
im not like ure ex-gf.
but im sick, accompany to clinic?
no. soccer is ure choice.
i am independent.
:]

love you peoples!
pray me to get well soon.

Labels : what an incident.

Santa is NOT coming to town.laalalaa..

2008-12-25T13:26:00.003+08:00

the clock strike 12,
(dong.. dong.. dong.. dong)
it XMAS!
HO..hO..hO...
& of course,
to gf and her bf,
HAPPY 16MONTHSARY!

okey,
im excited to work today.
cos, its free entry.
so nothing much to do.
just answering peoples question.

yepps.
2moro, outing with collegues.
celebrating xmas,
exchange gifts & dinner
at breeks,
and of course,
dinner is free.
AM are paying for it!
like WOW!

:]

besides,
going out with amirul and taufik
are best!
great!
laugh like hell.
taufik who kept disturbing me n mirul,
pushing me which i almost tripped.
thnks ehk.
with the fury outfit,
that we three cnt stop touching it.
and ouh,
myrul loaded, shopping.
im jealous.hmph!

and thanks to amirul for hearing me.
and we talked till 5am.
haahaaa!

outing again with you guys again!
must! must!
but unfortunately,
no pictures taken.
damn!

and i'll end here.

to Julie and Naz,
apologies accepted.
and take a good rest gf.
mkn charcoal ok.
(its a pill.no worries.)

Labels : outings.XMAS.work. :]

2008-12-23T01:17:00.005+08:00

if ure talking about us,
fyne.
i realised.
i realised everything for not inviting you both.

what?
as if you ppl wont mind,
if i asked another 3rd person to join us?
infact its our first year anniversary.

like duhr!
im not fighting with guys?
and i dont want to.
why shooting us?
pls, i know you were talking about me.
whenever you guys hurts our feelings,
we just keep to ourselves.

you guys dont even asked us to tag along here and there too!
did you? lately, no?
why?
im busy working?
yes! i am.
we used to go out in the evening ryte?
what happened?
why?
coz you guys wanna pay back on us?
for not asking you guys out to sentosa?
not asking you guys out here and there?
or blah blah blah?

did we forced you to bring us along?
no.
we understand you couples need your own time together too.

its just a missed communication.
indeed.
as if there's no another day?
especially for the four of us?
theres always times and days for the four of us.

you gotta bike?
thats not a big worries for us man.
we used to take public transportation too.
like yeah?
me and my partner can do that as per normal.

busy?
i am busy?
ok?
what have i been doing?
so here ive been doing.
work chaos here and there.
upcoming house preparation.
idiotic visitors.
outing with work members.
so?

what?
we have to be the first person to sms or call you guys,
just to asked for outing?
huh?

ok.
theres no point of arguements here,
you know why?
read this.

I KNOW MY BEST GIRLFRIEND VERY WELL.
YES. VERY WELL.

I KNOW HER BEFORE YOU.

IF YOU KNOW HER THAT WELL,
DO YOU THINK SHE WANNA JOIN US
FOR THE SEOL GARDEN THINGY, IF THERE'S
ANOTHER GIRL JOINING US?

pls dont tell me,
"kau tak tanyer, kau maner tahu"

goodness sake.
i know!

so?
whats the problem?
small matter?
yeah? yes.

THINK ABOUT IT OK.

and ouh.
i thot im her best girlfriend
who loves tu UNGKIT.
but, i guess you do it better?
hmm.

Labels : wads the problem? me or you?

busy yet enjoyed :]

2008-12-16T16:45:00.011+08:00

millions apologies to readers,
for not updating my blog.
and so, this post will be VERY long.

but, first of all.
my first year anniversary WOOHOO!
i gotta roses and couple ring from boyfriend!
the surprise went smooth and very well.
thanks to who " terlibat dalam menipu aku?!"
you know who u are ehk? :]

i wanna drop crying, i tell you.
i wasnt expecting roses from him!

especially a friend of mine said,
" there's something i wanna show you outside"
"lincah, cepat2, nanti dahh takder!"
i walked faster towards the door.
once she opened,
there i saw boyfriend standing outside with
flower in his hand, with the ring on the top.
which i dunno how to describe.
and i was like smiling ear to ear.
:]

and yeahh.
its been busy with almost 24 hrs of work!
i was at the counter for the past 3 weeks!

besides that,
some celebrations with collegues going on.
celebrate FARHANAH'S 20TH BIRTHDAY!
and it is a surprise partay!
we went to Timbre Pub that night.
on the 12th.
and the next day was her birthday.
it was AWESOME!
i drank a glass of martini,
redbull before it become red-neken?!.
(thanks to boyfriend and his brother)
and a sip of heineken.

eugh!
beers are totally not my typed!
ouh like i mentioned,
boyfriend and his brother spying on me.
damn! he knew i just drank!
and yeahh, salleh invite them in.
haahaa!

we had a birthday cake.
HUGE! HUGE! HUGE!
its nice but im bloated.

And Siti sing a song for bday girl.

left the place at 11pm.
walk all the way to clarke quay.
trying to get a cab.
we gotta cab at 12 on the dot i tell you.
haahaa.

ok lets the picture do the talking .

(F.diey's Birthday cake, from Salleh)

( crazy or shall i say drunk? )

( yeahh, the brotherhood )

( yeahh rite, " anak yg soleh" )

( the girls. )

( siti on stage yaww! )

( he's not drunk yet )

Labels: 1yr anniversary ; birthday ; TIMBRE

2008-12-06T16:39:00.008+08:00

PATHETIC !!

dont you humans have your own ideas?

why being so copycats?!

first,second,third, i wont mind.

im already boiling point now!

its like you wanna be on top of us?!

what? challenging game?!

i do give a FXSK if you humans are jealous.

you are isnt it?

competing with us?

ive never think of being copycats to you humans!

but why you humans treats us this way?!

what? somehow we're your IDOL or something?

& dont tell me we have the same ideas,

out of sudden huh?! or all the times?!

this was never happened before?!

why? because you humans get bonding afterall?

crapps, bullshits!

you wanna compete us, please, its so obvious.

what? you humans " SUPERSTAR " or what?

FSXK UP.

GET YOUR LIFE!

GET YOUR OWN LIFE!

or shall i say you humans, LOSER!

read my lips, L-O-S-E-R.

FXSK off!

i dont need you loser at all.

Labels : Winner? I think NOT! LOSER!

fsxk YOU!

2008-12-05T12:12:00.002+08:00

work sucks.

friendships sucks.

love sucks.

family sucks.

world sucks.

life sucks.

Labels : sucks

politic ; emotional ; unbelievable shocking news!

2008-12-02T23:10:00.004+08:00

afterall, i start to realise.
afterall, i start to feel how she felt and what she meant.
afterall, i dont understand why he was fated this way.
afterall, i feel sad,and breakdown.
afterall, i could feel how he's love story.
afterall, why must a girl said those thing to guy?

they both gives me encourages ,
but soon after, maybe, they had their own path to continue.
im happy for them.

and, ilovethemboth, REALLY.
they hear me,
talk to me,
advised me,

lastly, takziah untuk farhanah's friend who passed away
few days back.

and ouh,
bf's exam days.
oh shucks!
wish him luck lots!
and yeahh imishyouboy!
i had a great day with you!

anihoos,
i win!

Labels: haywired ; winner

Plans

2008-11-30T13:23:00.003+08:00

if you have already got somewhere to go,
why go out with me?!
what? meet me around 3 or 4 ?!
ouh please,
dont think of yourself pls!
i dont wanna go home late ok!
im working tomoro!
morning.

stop the nonscence man.

damn im fsxkin' fedupp!

Labels : i dont need a plan when u got one for yourself .

why being so pathetic?!

2008-11-28T13:18:00.002+08:00

urgh!!
grumble! grumble! grumble!

i just dont understand you PEOPLE, seriously.
im being nice here.
and you gave me the ATTITUDE.

you know what,
i dont need that for your info ok?

well, im not being racist here.
neither to criticize your race.
but come on!
we SINGAPOREANS dont speaks your dialects!

China peoples examples,
they CAN speak chinese,
but they dont want to.
why?
urgh!

and those come from India.
( indian friends dont get offended )

those who are from india,
pls dunt act " tao ".
what?
do you think you know everything here?
then that case, you take my job!
you humans keep making me repeat myself,
over and over again!
cant you just dig you era or something?
dumb!

You people makes me and my collegues,

a HARD time!

Labels : what humans are they? ALIENS?

2008-11-26T13:11:00.003+08:00

to : BOYFRIEND , MD SALIHIN.

i hope you understands me after almost a year together.

i dedicate this song by Akon ft Kat Deluna for you.

sing the lyrics.

and enjoy the music.

iloveyou!

Sleepless night
All that I could think about was us
And the way that only you know how to touch me
I try to move on
But I know I`m just fooling myself
Don`t wanna be kissed,touched,loved
Or give my heart to someone else

I wanna make love ... na na na
But before we make love ... na na na
Promise me you`ll never do it again
Tell me that we`ll make it through to the end

I wanna make love ... na na na
But before we make love ... na na na
Promise me you`ll never do it again
Tell me that we`ll make it through to the end

Girl I know mistakes were made between us to
And we show our eyes that night even said somethings weren`t true
Why`d you go and haven`t seen my girl this thing
Why can`t it be the way it was
You are my homie lover friend

I wanna make love ... na na na
But before we make love ... na na na
Promise me you`ll never do it again
Tell me that we`ll make it through to the end

I wanna make love ... na na na
But before we make love ... na na na
Promise me you`ll never do it again
Tell me that we`ll make it through to the end

Don`t lie (Don`t lie)
Promise everyday you`re gonna try (Try)
To make me feel like everything`s alright (Make me feel alright)
Like I`m the apple of your eye (Of your eye)

I wanna make love ... na na na
But before we make love ... na na na
Promise me you`ll never do it again
Tell me that we`ll make it through to the end

I wanna make love ... na na na
But before we make love ... na na na
Promise me you`ll never do it again
Tell me that we`ll make it through to the end

I wish I could fly with you
I wish I could lay with you (Lay with you)
I just wanna dine with you (Dine With you)
Get out my grind with you

2008-11-21T23:55:00.002+08:00

a HUGE CONGRATS to my beloved brother!

i was so shocked when he got 182 for aggregates?!
182 man?!
and he's like,
dint study at all.
keep on slacking and gamings all day and night!?
all he got is 182?!
brainiac or what??

so anihoos,
still proud though.
he's got to Normal Academic class.
dont compare to me.

and thanks to my phone.
which giving me some hard time.
pffftt!

i need a new one!

ouh ouh ouh!
BIG CONGRATS to farhanah's brother,
who's getting married!

besides,
im having meeting like so-the-early!
starts at 9am.
[ yawn ]

boyfriend,
dun wanna talk about it.
wads the point aniway?
he cant accept my words then too bad.
im aint angry.
but he's excused is ridiculuous.
well, dont make me start it boy.
boy's 5 minute?
i hardly believes.
its not once happening to me.
it already like, " i-penning " okey?

yeahh, like farhanah said.
humans born with date 15,
stubborn & never wanna lose in anyway.
make sure their at the top.
and i guess its true.

ouh yah.
BOYFRIEND GONNA LOSE.
BOYFRIEND GONNA LOSE.
NEH-NI-NEH-NI-POO-POO.

Liyana 1 - 0 Salihin.

:]
iloveyou.

as for my gf.
she needs bitch,
No! Beach.
plan to go cycling,
but next sunday.
picnic? it will be nice to0!
Sentosa-ing!
ouh gosh!
i miss sentosa.
the sun,the sand,the sea!

damn!
imissjulielots!
:]

im so gonna say this once.
yeah, ONCE.

naz, TAYAR MOTOR PANCETTS!!
heeheeehee!!
jangan marah.
nanti tayar kene jual.

Labels: PSLE ; meeting ;marriage ; boyfriend ; 15 ; loserVSwinner ; gf ; tyres.

2008-11-19T21:48:00.006+08:00

i gotta date today?!
No! wait a minute.
i like to say thank you.
for the compliments.
its not always get a good compliment you know.
thank you Maskur. :]

the malay annals,
or the malay anals?
thanks to this poly guy.
who cracked that lame jokes.
hell yeahh. i did laugh!
it is sounds funny to me.
same pronounciation but different spelling.
farhanah pls dunt tell me you dunt??

work,
great!
gues what?
naz not here.
again?
it like more than a week not meeting her.
so minachi have to cover her.
and i was like freezing heaven at show!
im wearing triple tops!

ouhouhouh!!
minachi's attached laa sehh!
ATTACHED! get it?!
Sanjay on the house!

anihoos,
we went to rex restaurant.
as in, me and farhanah.
and yeahh, both are hungareyy.
food were quite nice till my stomach hurts?

we walked all the way to Bugis after dinner.
excercise maybe?
and yeah met an accident!
rabak!
head was bleeding non-stop!
like hell yeahh.
but i laughed.
me bad.
im sorry stranger.

he was so stupid i guess.
i dunt think the driver was wrong.
moral of the story,
do wear headgears, even though riding bicycle.

see boyfriend!!
crossing traffic also can met an accident.
how can i possibly stop nagging?
i saw all this shit infront of my eye!
and i dunt want you to careless.
ok,like duhr-
maybe i should,
should buy you watermelon!
:]

what a pity to that man.
free show for the day.
and hopefully.he's fine.

anihoos,
i hate cheekopekk!
gross humanic!
like wtf!

i was walking with farhanah,
towards the control station.
and this man, malay i guess?
was like showing his "kissing lips" to me!

he keep on turning and looked at me,
which its so obvious.
i was damn frustrated,
lift my hand up and show middle finger to him.

like bluekss!
kissing him??
eugh!
how can this humanic exist??
bunch of FSXERS!

we board the train towards boonlay.
farhanah going to NUH.
sorry to hear about your brother-in-law.
we were so fantasize with the new train.
coolness!
then,farhanah saw a pregnant lady.
it took us to think whether to stand and gave her seat.
and it like
we've been thinking from rafflesplace all the way to queenstown??

she looks unfriendly oteyy.
but finally she got herself seat.
yeahh whatever.

lots of things happen today.
if i were to tell,
it like A to Z.

ouh!
thanks to eddy for the KITKAT!
minachi,NO!
Sanjay??
okayy whatever, for the mercy's chocz!
:]

i got a shocked msg from bf actually.

its says,
text was typed axactly same.

" U...i nk say sowie to u...i noe i
byk saket atie u..i arap u tk mara..
i nk uat new life with u "

omigod?!
in my mind was like,
is he ok?
its like he's been hit in the head like that.
yeahh. it finally come true for what ive wished.
he realised.

and yeahh bf,
i know, it will be my turn next
to be hitted.
okok. i knoe im stubborn.
somehow which its getting worst.
sorry to u too!
and apology accepted.
:]

iloveumany2 dearest bieboncets!
yeahh, he's my boncets!
haahaahaa!!

Labels: lovebieboncets ; annals arent anals ; MsWEST ; cheekopekk ; headgears

2008-11-17T22:55:00.003+08:00

im hungarey!!!
oh god!!
ive been stuffing myself like a PIG!!
am i sick or what?!

Anihoos, going out with bf tomoro.
buying contact lens.
colour, not yet decide.
brown? grey? blue maybe?
ive tried every colours.
pfft!

but what i definitely know,
going to POPEYE CHICKEN!
oooh!
the fries.
the chicken.
omigoodness!

super-duper-yummy!
:]

ouh ouh ouh,
frendster gettng on my nerves.
problematic man that thang.

Labels: lens ; popeye ; friendster.

2008-11-11T03:59:00.004+08:00

so do you think similar?

sketch done by me.

comment will be appreciates. :]

upload at 3.50am

and yah, couldnt sleep.

anyhoo, ive been like talk things out with bf.

but, im not sure whether he listens.

yeahh. after those bebel -ing.

whatever. anyhoos,

its so obvious it not my fault.

pffftt.

can we like settle this problem??!!

damn! probably he would say,

" you ahr yg mengamok"

pfffft!

me me me!!

everything me!

start to talks things out, ME.

start to settle problems, ME.

1st person to cry, ME.

boiling point, ME.

are you heartless??

or brainless??

you always dint think what u have done

or what you have said.

you just burst it out.

how can i keep myself quiet??

ridiculous rytte?

and yet you said

i dont understands you??

after 10 month together??

and another four days to,

our 11monthsary??

ouh wth!?

yeahh ryte i dunt understands.

pffttt!!

you want this problem to end?

if you do, solve it.

i dont want to be the person ,

who starts everything ok?!

you better say somthing.

not just instead by saying,

"ok,im sorry"

if you think ure right.

bring ureself up,talk like a man.

ok???

BOYFRIEND,

I STILL LOVE YOU!!

NO THIRD PARTY IN MY LIFE.

besides that,

ive been craving for longjohnsilver?

No,

steaks! or chicken chops!

no, swensens!

wait!

i thot we're going seoul garden?

JULIE!! HELP!!

I NEED TO DECIDE!!

surprised for Julie,

i guess she knows it aniway.

lols. :]

and...

FARHANAH KUS,

WHEN THE HACK CAN I SEE YOU.

SATURDAY?

AHH!!!!!!

NAZREE,

CONGRATULATION!

YOU GOT URESELF A BIKE

STOP OBSSESSED WITH $1000.

OK?

OUH,

PLS , dont make my girlfriend,

wear watermelon head-gear.

if u know wad i meant??

cheerios!

Love you GORGEOUS people!

Labels : sketch ; iloveBF ; cravings ; gf's surprised ; f-diey ; congrates Naz. :]

2008-11-08T23:31:00.010+08:00

Fyz, told me to check it out his blog.
So, I did.
its Random!!
lols.
Thanks Fyz.
for?
ouh.for grabbing my pictures?
No? thanks for the Random update.

Anihoo,
Boyfriend went cycling with friends and cousins.
keep calling me whenever they took a rest.
from pasir ris all the way to Suntec.
tehy stop just to watch free soccer??
O.o??
and another few minutes i know,
they're at ECP.
buying some drinks.

& ive been chatting with girlfriend & Fyz

cant wait to meet boyfriend tomoro.
Town, here we come.
yeapp, its quite a long time we dint step there.
if only i have $$$$.
SHOPPING will be great!

update soon.
cya lovelies!
cheerios!
:]

2008-11-01T03:34:00.004+08:00

im going all haywire.
the next morning i knoe, u apologised.
and the next few hours, ure making me explode again.
whos the attitude?

you told me, u have to accompanied ure mom the next morning.
so u cant over-nite at chalet.
and yet, ure not home?
its already 3.00am?
fuck! wad were you thinking dude?
look, im not jealous or what,
coz ure there having fun or whatsoever.

u tell me,
which gf,nt concerned?
although u stayed near,
during ure walking distance, anithing cn happen ok?
get it? maybe u dunt?

the last time our conversation.

me:u katner?
you: kat bowling ahr.
me: wad time u alek? dah pkol brapa.
you: jap agy ahr, umah kn dekat. u dah knapa?

ok thnks alot.
reason is great, umah dekat.

i guess ure rytte, we shall take a break.
im tired of this nonscence.

fuck my life dude!

aku tk nk tido,
semata mata tunggu kau alek umah dgn selamat.
but i guess im wrong.
u dunt need to be wait.
ure on ure own.

thanks alot.
cheers salihin!