Kidnap my heart.

Saturday, January 10, 20091:01 AM

its already 1.04am
yet i couldnt sleep.
why?
headache.coughing.
even panadols couldnt help.
besides,

Julie's father passed away on 090109,
at 8.33am. at SGH.
its kinda shocked and sad news.
indeed.
yeahh,
ive been there all along.
looking at his condition.
is the most sad part.
and gf, i believe she's strong.
but of course,
his own daughter u know.

looking at her and her family condition,
i couldnt hold back my tears.
and yes, i feel the sadness too.

i hate my mom,
she's like stopping me go to the hospital.
bullshit-!!

to me,
i wanna be there for my girlfriend.
she needs sumone to be with her.
ilove her.
good or bad,
its just that it cant seperate.
u know.

and yeahh.
Alhamdulillah.
sudah selamat dikebumikan.

and so.
im not been to work.
like a week.
i just text each every collegues of mine,
an apology for the troubles.
accept farhanah.
she knows A to Z.

my condition getting worst i tell u.
my headache aint stop.
nose will bleed once im starting to fever.
which once happens at julie's place earlier on.
damn!-

one of julie's cuzzy asking me,
" sakit2 lagy dtg. tkperlaa rehat."
i know im sick.
but i wanna keep myself strong.

anihoos,
bf get on my nerves.
but i try to stay strong.
you tell me girls,
if ure damn sick,
ure guy have a soccer training the next day,
which you also have to go dr,
but, your bf went for the training instead.
how would you feel?

tell me about it k ladies?

to julie,
be strong.
remember what ive told you orytte.
i will always be there for you and your mom.

to baby,
sesungguh nyer i still knot read ure blog.
bacins!
lols.

nazree,
ure one resposible guy ive ever met.
and im glad u found julie. :]

lastly to boyfriend,
im independent.
i can do things on my own now.
its ok with me.
blame me whatever u wants.
by calling me sensitives?
go ahead.ok.
and yes i admit.
im always scold you coz why?
if you aint do nothing wrong,
why did i scold u for?
rite?
do u think im happy?
no.
NO.
its ok.
i respect ure hobby.
soccer and me,
soccer is the choice.
think again.
ive never stopped you from going soccer,
im not like ure ex-gf.
but im sick, accompany to clinic?
no. soccer is ure choice.
i am independent.
:]

love you peoples!
pray me to get well soon.

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