he said, "asal off hp?"
she said, "asal muker sedih?"
her said, " are you okie?.have you been crying dear?"

salleh.kak nana.nazlinah
thats what they asked me,
once step to the museum.
"nothing & no" is what replied.

but, salleh keep asking me.
"why you off your fone?"
& there he goes, repeating.
yet, im replying nothing.
(can he read my mind??)

once he said,
"its okie, i will asked you till you shared with me why."

he's getting on my nerves i tell you.
so burst it out.afterall.
& he said, "i knew it! its about relationship."

okie, he's been lecturing me like an hour i tell you!
i almost pouring tears.
controlled.
(soft heartted, julie lecture also can cry.)

experienced do the talkings.
its a sad thing when he told me he's love story.
wanted to engage, but been busted.

i do complaint to him of whatt happen.
lecturing me again.
okey.

everyone.
my guyfriends,esp salleh and bob.
agreed, that girls are sensitive and jealousy.
why?, bcos girls are the softess human being.
its not me!
not ONLY me.
ive been accused hard on that.
which i could not understand and accept.

one word for you, EGO.
your ego is high.
and thats why u dint think wad you said.
now whatt?
expecting me to change??
change wad?
of,stop being sensitive n jealousy?
ive tried ok. but this feeling is built in.

its hurts me alot.thnks!
you just burst it out,
without thinking what uve said.
BANG! it shot me like a gun on my heart
it bleeds.
who's gonna fix the hole??

sorry.
the best word to cured hurts is what majorities peeps says.
yesh its true.
but do u meant by saying that to me.
do you??
if not, why apologise?

like i said.
i wont give up in this relationship.
i will make things right asap.
but i was been pointed by you each month.
SENSITIVE.
yet im standing besides you.
forgiven you all the time.
7 month together.
cant you see it all??
are you blind?

i was impressed.
cos you always look out for my mistakes.
but, what about yours?
you deny if i spotted you.
dunt you think its unfair?
& still loving you, cos you,
makes me laugh, cry, happiness, sadness.
everything.
never givin' up.
:'(

* i dont wanna play games with you if you kept winning.
i dont find it fun afterall.