feverished since last night.
thinking of him while my head ache and spins.
figuring where's my mistake
or issit misunderstanding?

you called me in the morning at 3.
yesh , i was awake.
wondering why arent you asleep.
my headache and dizzyness starts.
fever rise.
i dint catch wad ure saying on the fone.
but u did told me to eat pills.

yesh i tried.
tried to walk to the kitchen.
i couldnt,
im so dizzy.
i cried.

fell asleep.
and dream of you.
and you asked for break up.
and i say No.
you refuses and walk away.
lefting me behind.
i cried.
and awake from nightmare.
cheeks are wet from tears.
thinking of u.

the feelings was real.


I LOVE YOU BUT IM HURT.
sobness.tears.


Label: it cuts me like a knife.