4th monthsary seems to be sucky.
its seems just not right.
(haiz..)lovee,
went out with his friends.
karaoke i guess.
(whatever it is..)here i am hoping &&
thought he will be with me today,
to celebrate our 4th monthsary.
i guess my guessing was not right afterall.
its just not what ive been expected.
i dont expect any gifts or surprises or anithing.
but why not meet up and chilled??
:(so plan was made.
i was so confused.
mind not working that well either.
meeting up julie and naz after work,
which we will be chilling together at her hommy.
i guess, they are the ones celebrating with me huh?
actually,
im almost forget that today was on the
15th.i was reminded yesterday by a sticky note on my laptop.
dint know whether lovee forget about it too??
or puposely forget so dat he can test me??
(laughoutloud)im
too sleepy last nite.
couldnt keep myself awake.
lovee && gf wishes me,
for the anive.
but eyes couldnt help myself awake.
(damn!)dint give a good respond to lovee.
(sorry).
dint reply to GF either.
(again im sorry)okeyy,
i went to sleep with my lens.
&& thnks Liyana,
ure eyes hurt now.
deserved to stubborn girl like me!
yet wearing the lens.
but i did soak it when i wanted to bath though.
(duh-r)i was abit gloomy today.
so beware peoples.
its the month of my period i supposed.
i was early today for work.
on time i should say.
:)(high five.. Pakk!)bad thing at work,
ive just received a blazor.
to be worn.
its suckky!!damnly.
why??
coz its
totally horrible.
its like the kind usually chef worn except its all black.
like fuck!.&& its big! have alots of extraz part of materials here && there.
(goodness me!)today was a bad day for me .
(it seems to be):(