i was pissed.
i cried.
im mad.
im angry.
im hartbreaking.
im feeling down.
im sad.
heartt-thorning-apartt.

why??why??why??

why??becoz you,
dunt act blur.
yesh you. (whoever thinks u are the one)
yeahh im talking to you.

&& why am i reacting this way.
u shouted at me.
(pls dunt say , "i shout ker?")
dunt wanna hearr datt.
whattsoever.

ouhyess you did!
ive already had a hard time at work,
sicking for the past 3 days,
and my mood been up and down.
&& there you go making me pissed off.
yett still the egoistic of yours,
wont fade away.
and never, give in.
guys nowadays.
more to their ego's.

u almost making me cry at public.
but i controlled myself not to leak.
&& give the stupid smile i haved.
urgh!! dunt you realised it Mister??

&& there i go,
the person to be blame.
for all.
ive been hearing the same thing.
why you blaming me this and that??
are you sick of me??
are you tired of me??
are you bored with me??

im not the one who "merajok",
without any reason.
&& yeah you can say im childish.
but who the hell cares.
when you ureself have the limits to your words ure saying.
you may be okie with it.
but its hushed to me.

since when you disrespect me as ure gf?
&& did i ever disrespect you??
speak if i did!!

words can be hurtt you knoe, lovee??

there you go blaming me.
"i ckp sikit u marah,
u ckp i diam"

i dint asked u too shut ure mouth laa.
and yess.
im angry and frustrated.

and thats not what i called " tegur" (check ure sent text)
worstt.

tegur tidak bermakna dengan ketinggian suara.

i know u dunt intend to quarrel with me on the 15th.
and again, whatsoever im not gonna care.

why must respect the date when you not respect the relationship??

the interacts.??
esp, the communication.??
??????

&&
i know you sacrificed to come and fetch me the day before.
although you have no mood.
which i can tell.
and ure frustrated,due to delaying the time.

well hello.
im working okie.
and thats my job.
im trying to be nice here and there for that chalet.
u know how hard i have to asked for leave aren't you.
urgh!!

why dunt you realised???

im not gonna talk no more.
think wads the best for you.
if this wat you wanted.
continue this way.

its just hurtt my feeling when you say,
" pagi u pergi sorang ahr?!"
" you bbq sorang ahr?!"

lemme' explain to you clearly.

1stly,
isit wrong when that person,
"ter-sasol"??
2ndly,
we starting at around 4.30pm.
earlier than i expect my fren to come,but,
think again,
julie's frens having chalet also,
mesti ramai,
so start bbq earlier.

the focus thing,
urgh!!
i am focused.
i just get confused,
whether gf wanna go outing with me,
today or sunday itself.
coz we plan on sunday,
turns out to be today.

so0???

fine.
go ahead blaming me more you wantt.

and becoz of this.
later believe me,
there this person interfere.
kpo-ing around here and tag.
by the name "WHOEVER TERASA"
GrannyASS!! - GET IT??






I STILL LOVE YOU!! YOU KNOW DAT DONT YOU?? UNLESS..URE..NVMZ